HELL'S REJECTED CONTRACT
pte
ced by the village will burn
can p
ing, the house
ct that I was awake by 4 because I needed
was different t
ind that suffocates you, the kind that makes you afraid of breaking the s
he bruises from where Abhu had grabbed me, and the weight of everything that had happened the night before sat he
flection at first. I didn't want to see the reminder of what I had become - a broken, hollow version of myself. But the reflection stared
t clung to me, just like the memories of the night be
d, but I didn't have the luxury of time or money for a doctor. The kitchen was already in disarray; the remnants of las
en I he
He wasn't alone. My stomach twisted, a mix of fear and anxiety
umming against the armrest. A man I didn't recognize sat across from him, dressed in an expensive sui
shed tones, and I
voice smooth but with an edge to it. He looked around the room, hi
expression flat.
fro
be. My mind raced, trying to piece together wh
ulling out a large envelope and handing it to Abh
like all this American men,and made us call him abbu a name that was supposed to make us believe h
bled as I made my way back upstairs, my mind spinning. He was selling me?. I wasn
end of t
nown that Abhu hated me, resented me for reasons I would never understand. But this was different. This wasn
that I was finally escapin
ng blankly at the ceiling, but the sound of footsteps on the stairs broug
room swung open,
ocking out the light from the hallway. He cros
ordered, his voic
t him, my h
but I had que
"You're getting married at the end of the next. so
I couldn't breathe, couldn't speak. I star
pered, barely able
thing more than an inconvenience. "I've arrang
der me. "You can't do this," I said, my voice tremb
a burden to me. Do you think I'm going to let you ro
a future - it was a prison. A life sentence in the hands of
might tre
it were the most normal thing in the world. " I don't
ling out before I could stop the
. He yanked me to my feet, his grip painfully tight. "You don't get to decide," he
ger. My mind kept screaming to me to
a cruel, ho
o you want to run to? You think you have anywhere
how much they hurt. I stood there, defiant, ev
his voice quieter now, more dangerou
nd left the room, slamm
The future that awaited me felt like a deat
iage was Allah t
ool to believe in a