Who Is The Outsider

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aring towards me was that

elt unmoved at

at, in my eyes, he was alr

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ng our soph

lfway, so I had to park it at a bike station

it was stipulated that students return by

its that I would do anything

the entrance, waiting f

ts shirt and gray sweatpants. He radiated youthful vig

found myself stan

wd pushed us together, and my he

ry,

all sorts of smells mingling,

on, perhaps a bit pained by the collisions, pursed his lip

, I moved to the corne

nk y

and even my voice carr

ur first e

was the same subway

on proactively

in. What's your name

this sunny boy, and answer

on Facebook and began

both naive and cl

as quite

ifts to send to girls, so I received

chocolate. It wa

s clumsiness, he was genuinely kind. He would run acr

ight when I had cramps, sing to me, tell jo

he did made me fall f

ring that time, he became even more considerate. Even

r graduation, w

into a typical TV drama husband who changes after ma

I suddenly noticed somethi

having irre

ght after work, but now

oming back so

ignoring my anger,

gnant now. I need to earn

s Nelson returned to the bedroom and collaps

ed Nelson was hiding

s infidelity one day

chine, I routinely checked the pockets to

n's trousers, I found a s

ond

e a bolt fr

never used

d family background, he could easily support five

d he have su

't suppress emer

loved for years,

any woman were in my situation, she woul

dge of him, there was a twenty percent

self, growing sus

in the morning, though his work started at nine, and r

ork overti

keep my v

ful, always making mistakes. The manager a

and it seemed that he was ge

's so unfair. Your manager should let the interns le

asoned employee. It'

leep, his loud snor

seemed flawless, but I couldn't

the night, I su

In my dream, Nelson and a woman whose face I couldn

g-do

notificat

was no message. If it wasn't f

other side, and picked up Nelson

the me

erine Snider, and it read, "Da

as if I were standing i

gone, likely deleted by Nelson

cation and put dow

ike a dagger that

as usual, and I quietly

to an old n

him, but the securi

you live in? I have

, was surprisingly dutifu

tched Nelson's

at car that just went in. I was using t

etful. His memory is not

you kn

elson, it meant he had

r brother is really nice, often bringing things to Dr. Snider. But h

r the rest o

at the home Nelson and I shared,

were smili

I felt it

's child, while he was out with