His Darkest Regret

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nversations again, I wanted to bask in the way he looked at me. Worshipping at every step I had made behind me. No one needs to point out a man who knew what he wanted but wasn't it too soon? As much as Lucas still hurt me, said nasty

know what else to do to transcribe that sweet voice. I could have sworn that it was Damian I heard. Khloe was the kind to not tell you about her adventures with anyone until she was ready. I had a lot going on, I don't think I would be invested in her sex life as I used to be. Tears has died up into a tight knot in my chest. Thinking about Damian,

let it go. Would I regret it? The weight of this pressed heavily on me, nothing else made sense. 'i wished someone could hold me and tell me that I was going to get through this.' I knew Lucas was incapable of keeping his emotions towards me. Damian. I mentally hated myself by wanting another man when I have crossed ties with the billionaire whom I thought was the love of my life. I had relocated to my wing in the mansion and every where felt dark

pened up a fresh wound. I didn't

the silent thoughts that crept into my mind repeatedly. Melissa, a nurse in my station saw how frail I looked and wondered if I needed more time. I did

ing for you at the lobby, he said he is a friend. He has been here before searching for you." She had a suspicious smile plaster

an expensive sleeve, black rolled to

ght gold necklace, few buttons were undone, revealing a sliv

He started. "Stre

the patients. I haven't been to work in

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better than that, June." I swallowed, holding back my tears. "Why do you look this way? Don't get me

know my problems? We haven't barely spent much time to

erately wanted to see him but now he

e you and you weren't here. I know something is wrong. I didn'

for seeing me but I'm okay." I turned to leave his presen

ouch. My breath caught the air of flame that was burning between us. I was leaning towards the memory of his woodsy cologne as fingers traced lines on my skin lighting a dormant flame. It was the same wa

, and my resolve wavered. "I know you would not talk to me but I am here f

locking eyes. Especially from the nurses who knew I was married. It was only a matter of time before they gear the news of my detachme

e caller ID. Lucas. I contemplated taking the fucki

d to ta

w, Lucas. Some peo

word. My stomach plummeted. The emotions inside me stirred darkly. Fear and a flicker of foolish hope warring wit