The Love we lost

i had missed the simplicity of my undergrad days which were the freedom to explore other interest and the time to simply breath But now my entire existence

n the feelings i had growing in for Nath that i can not shake away.After our usual study

sking nicely. offering me a ride

ld say anything Lucy nudged my hand asking me to say yes

as silent. I wanted to say something or at least ask how his day went but i was shy and did not want any awkwardness

emember how it stared because i had stepped out of the reading hall to take a walk when i had a stumbling headache. when i

e was best for an all night study session or it was a

him. He was leaning back in his chair with his arms crossed. then

e Lisa responded saying

fidence exuding. Caffeine does not help you out in an way,

heir conversation by asking hi

ke directly to me, his eyes holding mine a

never

erent, it was a few

food did not stop there

ou?'' Nath asked looking at

I said as

th his arm crossed as he studied me lik

his about me but i never thought much of i

ght, a friend request

dded

dream and i felt a small rush of surprise. it was not weird bu

cce

love... Vanilla or Chocolate ?Me: sorry?Him: Pick oneI smi

d he was getting me snacks because he noticed i do not eat. I

y do not have

thing fancy but it was the thoughts that counts. And the next day it happened again and ag

me feel special. and everyday i sta

d barely think of the activities going on around me because my mind was preoccupied with other activities. The world around me seemed muted and the chatter of students reduced to a du

gaze fixed on the pavement as i ty to get

s warm, and welcoming as it was a

p and the strain of the exam. "Just a long day." I self-consciously brushing away a