The Love we lost
i had missed the simplicity of my undergrad days which were the freedom to explore other interest and the time to simply breath But now my entire existence
n the feelings i had growing in for Nath that i can not shake away.After our usual study
sking nicely. offering me a ride
ld say anything Lucy nudged my hand asking me to say yes
as silent. I wanted to say something or at least ask how his day went but i was shy and did not want any awkwardness
emember how it stared because i had stepped out of the reading hall to take a walk when i had a stumbling headache. when i
e was best for an all night study session or it was a
him. He was leaning back in his chair with his arms crossed. then
e Lisa responded saying
fidence exuding. Caffeine does not help you out in an way,
heir conversation by asking hi
ke directly to me, his eyes holding mine a
never
erent, it was a few
food did not stop there
ou?'' Nath asked looking at
I said as
th his arm crossed as he studied me lik
his about me but i never thought much of i
ght, a friend request
dded
dream and i felt a small rush of surprise. it was not weird bu
cce
love... Vanilla or Chocolate ?Me: sorry?Him: Pick oneI smi
d he was getting me snacks because he noticed i do not eat. I
y do not have
thing fancy but it was the thoughts that counts. And the next day it happened again and ag
me feel special. and everyday i sta
d barely think of the activities going on around me because my mind was preoccupied with other activities. The world around me seemed muted and the chatter of students reduced to a du
gaze fixed on the pavement as i ty to get
s warm, and welcoming as it was a
p and the strain of the exam. "Just a long day." I self-consciously brushing away a