The Love we lost

een and no response to the last messages i sent. What I see now is just an empty space where he used to be. I keep telling myself that I would not do this again. That I would not try

his pictures, breathing in memories that feels more ali

d accept that I messed up and lost him. I should accept he

sten neither do I want to

ck there. Reminiscing about the time we first met an

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et hum of people talking amongst themselves or doing what they want to do. I did not

was everything i had ever imagined, and it is more terrifying than i had ever anticipated. Nothing other than the knowledge overwhelming me, with each day came a desperate rush to learn before the time runs out. Between lecturers, lab sessions and endless

t was a Thursday when we met outside the school auditorium. I met the lady like he promised as she spotted me first, waved and came over with a

i saw

never believed until the moment i saw him. I forced myself to look away before i could get caught

e rare view mirror of his car as I sat at the back seat while he drove. With looks at though he was trying to remember my face from somewhere. We had never met, I am very sure of that because I would never forget a face like that. I remained still, my face buried neck deep into my phone whilst trying to steal glances of him as I took

hoping it was someone he liked but now it is someone he does not like anymore. After we arrived at the after lecture hall, the other people stopped to go look at the fishes at the aquarium. But Nath and I stood by the stairs waiting for them to finish so we could continue about our day. He turned to go up the stairs but not before asking what I first majored in. I moved past him to get a head start unto the stairs. With my head lowered looking into my phone, I spoke to him. "My first degree was in phy