The Alpha's First Love

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e was something awfully wrong with my body that made it seem like my body wasn't mine, and in my heart of hearts, I

n the middle of my leg and a pounding h

I couldn't explain ha

weight of the sheets pressing against me, bu

l in the air, hitting my nose every now and then. It wa

and I sat up straight, my eyes widening, but in those few

senses returned, I fully understood

and....kis

paintings on the muted gray walls looked much too so

head and gro

light. When I blinked and pushed myself to stand the sheets fell off my sh

only terrifying thought tha

cas's room, I wasn't at his house. I was in one of the r

es, and a drink I should never have taken, was wha

him back, his presence both suffocating and intox

stomach turn, and my cheeks burned

lone, and even before I could think of what to do next, the bathroom do

mp hair gleaming and a towel draped ca

by the storm raging inside of me as

the towel tied around his waist, glued t

in a tone as uninterested as if w

an a whisper as I gripped t

ened? What

e rest of the night had passed in a blur

d a small sarcastic s

y have to e

about this. "I yel

e doorway but his eyes were starin

d to happen, and I don't want to disc

y stomach after

t I couldn't tell if that wa

reeing to this. " I mutt

ke out with you, an Omega. This is just a dream, put on your c

away his arrogant look. Above all else, though, I

d to say but my voic

ot right now. Fear and humiliation burned in me.

his? I have been disgraced enough i

ed my anguish but he d

f the situation was already be

tinued in a casual tone ."Except i

hurriedly put on my clothes, trembli

read but filled with hatred for me, like this was entirely m

as I got to the door and

anyone what h

ckered in his eyes for a brief m

ed to be replaced b

ke this did

ching toward my own ex

the thought of what I had done

ant, now appeared harsh and critical, the quie

time I arrived at my family'

ed and stared at the pack

neak in without

interested enough to a

were dashed the m

d as soon as they met mine as

eup, and her hair was pinned back in a pretty styl

en?" she demanded

and swung out and hit me across the fac

." Don't you dare lie to me, sneaking out in the mid

my cheek as I

id n

Vicky. Did you not think we'd notice? That you had gone off with your n

my eyes, refusing to gi

boyfriend," I

was scathing

you know what this family has given up for you? This

quietly in the corner with the newspa

, I-" I muttered

en look in m

digging into my flesh,

She said mockingly " All you do

t as her words pierced deep

muttered my voi

voice brimming with disdain.

sgust as she pushed me in t

ntil I tell you to come out, t

anger, shame, and despair

y let the tears that I had been

night's event, each memory

tedness, my father

w of myself living a life th

thinking about Lucas and t

wed myself to fall in

I been

f Regina or Alicia f

turned at

stroy me. . . Nobody can know,