THE OMEGA HE CLAIMED

ra's

morning , the sun light coming t

head of the fog as

in as I tri

th a pulsing discomfort and my legs felt

es then ru

d against mine lifting me and drawing me in,

t I had lost my vir

seeping into every part of me a

had I

e my virginity. Not to some str

rept up my body

ht sight of

sheets next to me and I rea

surge of relief but it was soon followed by a wave of shame

ets closer around me. He was nowhere in

sly and as the fabric hung loosely around my body the hem

ying to make sense of what

en my legs served as a continual reminder that

he sees me, I'm doom, the whole

d out of the wind .I swiftly grabbed my phon

r. I didn't want to confront him

open. I froze and my breath caught in my throa

hurried to the door an

remorseful and overcome with a persistent

was someo

daring to look back I flung open

ind me as I ran away. My face was flushed as I

t me, outside was as busy

ing. All I knew was that I ha

as the sun started to set

rsized shirt tighter around me. I locked the door behind me as I got to

stuck in my throat. I couldn't understa

to blame so I bl

ped out of my though. M

you were alright. Give

le as a knot formed in my throat.

all of the drama with Bennett

hat had happened even t

ingers I swiftly

ave no idea what took place. I si

f I hit send and threw the

s and the sudden collision were all repla

d something which shouldn't h

a hole in my heart to do anything at all anyth

g onto the shards of a one-night stand tha

d to be washed away including his touch, his smel

steady I got up and st

mbarrassment stayed. It wasn't just physical shame. It was something else. I was the

me but I couldn't help but think about him again. His gaze. Hi

nd I didn't want to t

yelled from downstairs and

urned. Back to endless torture and been