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bye,

heard that, and it still d

ain, but it sounded

e to check the time from my Graff

ed, surprised she was

ith a frown boldly engraved on her fa

t's Fr

is outside work. I will have to endure the horrible w

he tiny voice echoes c

't blame her. I would hate myself if I were in her shoes. This is the hundr

nocking, Rita?" I stared dir

after knocking several

knock. With me, however, that is not enough justification. I wouldn't say I like an in

retary. Left to me, she would not be wor

e had to relieve himself of so much burden I put on him. But

lady except me. I don't like women. I have never been

emed like an endless battle until frustration set in and robb

rd the tiny

een standing by the door waitin

to hide my guilt from

ir," she said

s that all the time. I don't know if she was trained to smile

d the door. Something has to take in her

I hear her laughter from my office. She must be so u

ys. As usual, it is going to be a long, horrible weekend. Unles

y tired. My assistant had prepared a warm bath for me before he

by boy, I released him earlier than befor

g with water, I walked over to the center table in my room

It is Friday night, and I should be out with

wanted me there. I am a fun kille

e alcohol, the exclusive space at the five stars club, and the prostitutes

, not me. At least I call them friends, and we club every Friday. That is the lie I

ed immediately without waiting for the

e out in

ttribute I've got is time consciou

inutes like I said, and t

n and a blue polo shirt on blue sneakers designed with a touch of

use, and I've got fifteen minutes to have

g table; I knew something was

've got no extra time to

ainers on the table and realize

ef would never s

e" I y

face coming out of m

r my breath before I began to qu

ding a response immediately.

the new chef, si

s George?" I

I guess it is the former chef.

he house, but if my assistant had dismissed him, he mu

his job well. This new

lead. I hate it more than women. My fat

rd. If there is something to say, it

It is the first in many years. Is that a sign this Friday night wo

time