Untamed Desires.

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ret romance with

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was partic

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nk, he cornered me in

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wanting us to torment each other

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as long as I could, but eventually, under my father

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ived, Landen cam

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st meeting sin

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placed by a sharply tailored black suit, accentuating his slender waist and long legs

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ther

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d out a

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at me ind

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e. I don't want to

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ngs was off the tabl

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ent and foll

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suddenly reached out to tuck a stray lock of hair behind my

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n pie

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ly not afra

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I tried to cover it up by taking a sip of my drink, only to

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as k

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e, his eyes as deep as a dark pool, lea

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here to hide m

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g overly sensitive, but I tho

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felt like a lump in my th

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ing fe

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door with an undisguised gloom in his eyes, that I reali

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t your life's a

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s

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'm very happy, and my boyf

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epl

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a boyfri

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aused, "Who is he? Bring him

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judgment and can't

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ing him to the family. Are you that ea

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eto

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a long time before

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outside. When can

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iend is v

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ow after I disc

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nt of Landen, I was used to playing th

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going to indulge m

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former lover. I want to see ho

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, I held onto a

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mother, they can never

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I wasn't resistant. I was even relieved that this day h

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here would hav

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become someone else's hus

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nding this too early made

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ay, I un

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along with him would not only boost my image but also ensur

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der than me, quiet and re

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brother, he never

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s, I was particularly troublesome

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riend deal with a rival, I

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I'd get hurt, so he

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he'd join in; if I could, h

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bruised face alongside Landen. My father

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en was also injured

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her hit Landen h

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he comforted me, "Your fathe

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be the one h

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impulsively chose not to explain for Land

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Landen to see throug

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fierce glare and spat out angrily, "Your dad is gone, so

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his h

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s be nothing b

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ned away,

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belatedly became aware

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towards Landen underwent

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w kindly he treated me, m

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opinion, his kindness towards me was merely an act of

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s kindness to his mother implied that I might

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mance in college. In just ten days,

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unbel

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with grief, I called Landen to vent, e

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mate told me my brother

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lding, in the dazzlingly bright sunlight, I

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e of his over one-meter-eight height, reached out an

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n inq

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rmission to be i

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one in the dormitor

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ed to have

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aled d

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e to date, you coul

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ould it be

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a word, he drew me ti

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ting to reveal the sun. Listening to my

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hat Landen had feelings for me. Instead, I merely discove

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ad already played out a scen

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girl can't control

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yself with th

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good afternoon, and good night before Landen finally took t

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ily must

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riends must all be aware

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y instruct

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er, he was extremely kind to me,

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e aspects that girls fuss over, such as a

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ring a future that seeme

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's wealthy and beautiful female co

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n I decide

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ide, resolutely making up my mind: 'Forget it,

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ctive, hot-tempered gir

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ou're still his

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etween the

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grow mor

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breakup, I insisted on ruining the relationship, shattering the beauty, a

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can't we no

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and find

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un into that

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terical self-overwhelmed with shame, leav

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s a detesta

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, but refused to show

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ow of ear piercings, a testa

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they got infected,

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felt that pain w

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o make myself feel less lonely, to

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ngs Landen wou

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n pie

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ly not afra

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really not af

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slept poorly, plagued by re

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no matter how I strugg

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hours but still fel

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ked if I was

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odd

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a bit na

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Landen shot me a pierc

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use

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ds me forcefully. His expression was so stern t

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any other

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d I rushed to the bath

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out, Lande

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nded me a cup

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eline, are you and Lande

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ybe

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o

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epl

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ide, panting. In front of my stepmom, he dragg

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ounded as

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arth are y

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mething into my

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e a

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to see a pregnancy test kit. A strange combina

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ink I was

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he c

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on, I teased, "Nothing t

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t have t

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arth have you turne

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d me, his eyes fu

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ll his expressions, but never had I seen

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nge sense of satisfaction, yet

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key turning in the lock, and the

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ou pre

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shed, with my stepmom trailing

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y test in my hand. However, in my father's eyes, this a

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his hand to strike, but

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u c

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he

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both my father

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an

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you talk to

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exclaimed

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her's hand, silently a

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"Let's not get angry. Whatever's happened,

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you two should h

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mi

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e the family of three, and I was just

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ressed. Having to plead with her from left to right just to get her to c

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care of her mother, and no

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misfo

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t night outside the study

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t aside, and stepped out from behind Lande

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or not,it's

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hout looking back, unwillin

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attitude is that?" my

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e? If you dare to get pregnant out of w

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back to t

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r was particularly concerned about his masculin

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understand this and s

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'm no long

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worth caring about, you truly b

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ide, the chilling wind hi

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uggling to recover from the earlier sense of sh

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fy collar, with only his cool eyes visible. In his arms, he held a Patr

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the hot water bottle, spea

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old ou

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ook my head,

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me somewhere. I'm

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or hours t

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l, Landen and I sat in fron

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ound, just endless rows of headst

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y mom eve

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ith a li

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bout us bein

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e, endearing look. He turned to me, his eyelashes flu

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d you break

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d we b

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other, while reality and dream

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them, unable to find a moment's pea

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't bring myself to utter this reason aloud –

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h means I'm scar

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ether, so I decided not to was

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id c

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t turned to glance at

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you

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mutual resentment in less than three years. In the end, it was your mom who easi

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into th

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ghed d

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these thoughts wi

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or being selfish, for leavin

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out the world's truths and falsehoods,

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d against the car window, starin

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affic light was changing, a han

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t's

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rie

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question, bu

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rp, tiny needle had stabbed the most

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hand and recoiled inwardl

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you c

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embered something

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y have a

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tened as he gazed dista

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ence and an awkwardness. I turned my body sideways a

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se me unwaveringly, I d

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eryone is

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f emotionally stable, w

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own, I kne

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hing the city lights. Through the glass,

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beside me, her usual

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e, can w

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oreboding wa

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kn

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him, she has been outstanding since childhood, picking up things rapidly. Moreover, she is very attractive.

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ch an atmosphere has a ful

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h just one sentence, she accurate

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dent, plain-looking, and far fro

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ption of the family of or

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it, I was certain s

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nden t

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ws, hoping my shame and embar

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"Such a good girl, but La

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you help me th

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you want

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rette, I managed to control my e

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t's a pity to miss ou

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my hand aff

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good

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her words, suddenl

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h

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rlfr

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When I turned around to look, I h

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er bottle with a Patrick Star design and then fix

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her up, I wi

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er a moment, my stepmother fo

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u know your brot

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kn

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ion, I quickly

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f relief and displayed her fi

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I'll go and c

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, neither of us spoke,

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hone rang, break

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del

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ou mi

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that the voice on the other e

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ck stiffen f

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d

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epl

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n walked away quickly, as i

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gure, tears I had held bac

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my hypocrisy-pretending to be stro

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d the patience to chat with the

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cribable emotions were growing wildly in

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bout things I di

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really hate t

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hangi

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suddenly sa

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a coin

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do

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epmother approached with a

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oyfriend now. When wi

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ed dism

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t n

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went out alone to a

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osphere, I drank copiously and ate heartily, attemp

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was f

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and was about to fall face-first when a hand sudde

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Landen's concerned expre

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water balloon finally

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tly, absorbing

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ed my face with cold water, and looked u

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end up l

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voice insi

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beside me s

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back to

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o hear, still sta

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ated st

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our

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e to the alcohol, I sl

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became Sponge

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y are you ca

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ide me looked a

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star sent by Go

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et it was something that tr

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s deepl

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, it was ten i

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ed around the unfamiliar surro

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re

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ome with Landen last night. Co