Tangled Desires

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ng like a log on the bed being too tired to even leave the bed, i

't bother to stand up as I thought she w

chool today Samant

too strong to lea

have been weak and dull for almost two w

s upto so I force

walking past her a

o see she was still sitting on my bed,

you to the clin

so much school work that's why

e home on time, it's your father'

then my mother never misses to hold a remembr

e family together. But when he was diagnosed of cancer my entire world turned upside

me putting myself together in my black jeans and floral blouse. My phone went up an

it the answer b

Em"

let's go to s

u in a few" I re

up my bag. I went down stairs t

mum!"

reakfast again to

I'm runnin

can not even as much hold down a cup of tea. Don't even ge

ar pack across our gate. She honk at me and I

like shit this m

just tired and

super hungry and tired. Don't you think

mother and drive" I say put

you added some weight" Emi

re no longer my size, and I can't afford to ge

bout an hour, we arrive at school and head straight t

as i was feeling very sick. I decide to put

lder jerking me up to see

nd see the clas

on ended?

t through the lect

ou I super hungry and sick"

done food at the c

and cheese with grilled chicken wings and cranberry juice while

my stomach, i start to feel nauseous. Ignoring it I put a spoon full into my

k as I bore out my guts. After rinsing

why did you just thro

want it anymore, let's get p

ave two more clas

back for the remaining classes,

zza. As soon as we walk in the door, i head upstairs to go take a warm bat

to feel better when i wake up. Waking up hours later, I st

e up?"

e sleeping, so I decide to stay and

for you," she says but

have an a

her hand over my forehead a

unning temperature" Em says but I didn't h

ure of what's going on with my body

turn to go see the doctor and i go in with Emily, the doctor ask

stay for another two ho

ults are out"

you are Six weeks

his is not happening" I thought. my mind immediately flashes

't be, my mother wou

but she pulls me into a tight hug like sh

to handle but we will figure this ou

most silent ride

hip and now this? What will happen to me if my mother find out?

lk in the door. You have been quiet

you okay?

ay here this night, m

h me for a while or so

s great. Thanks,

as she drives off back into the

have a few school projects to sort out, I will be a

me. I put my head back on the car seat and look