Six Feet Under

I could actually feel the emptiness in my stomach because I haven't eaten anything since morning. I made my way downstairs and it was completely dark. I switched on the light of the kitchen and

d right now. I ate my ramen while scrolling through my phone. There was a text from Brianna telling me that she loves me and reminding me to eat som

on the couch. I could see the permanent frown on his face. I can't remem

other t-shirt and pjs. I put on my sport sho

dered or kidnapped but the area that we live in is relatively safe. So, I should not

t back with, 'What

th a gif of an old man w

?????' I could sense he

of the dark sky

.' I could listen to

se.' The grumps. It is a family of eight. Equal ratio of male a

ng their lawns or people celebrating Halloween or Christmas saying it is a waste of time an

sight and it was no one other than my

e and got right at my face and

ave her an a

those grumps would have made you a part of their grumpy cult?" I laughe

t I had a crappy day and just w

ing your tension, you could have easily tried tha

nt to do that." I

herself down. She did these three more

and we both with mutual und

y regret marrying each other and my mom screamed how it was his idea to have a child so it is his re

t about it. She gently held my hand and sa

as indeed beautiful. The clou

t the clouds are

, Paige. You shine regardless of whatever is thrown i

a dull smile and no enthusiasm. And then I wonder if I was born just to meet Brianna and realize that even if my own parents would

il the bell for our first class rang. The first class was math and I just sat through the class like a dead person praying for mercy. Wait! How can a dead person pray for mercy, isn't he already d

from my history class, made her way towards me. We have never talked b

me like we have known eac

ied to match the

re is the invitation. You can bring one person with you but not mo

will be the

. See you to

od, oh my god, oh my god, oh

ervous but so excited. I will take Brianna with me. But I have nothing to wear. Oh god

ll come over to your house at 6 and I

I know she has a nic

e was listening to some news so I thought she

l didn't

was staring at the t

you mind your own busin

know what happened. I was just telling her I was home. Is she not feeling well? I should have minded my own business. I neve

e weird thing. My throat isn't tightening, my heart rate is fine too and I don't feel anything in my stomach. So, why is it tha

a party tonight. I need to tell her soon otherwise s

that she is really listening to the news. Her mind is somewhere else. I cleared my thr

Her tone was a little hard but n

ll that be, okay?" I was praying so hard that she says

ld I care?" And she went ba

h she would have asked me whose party I was going to. When will I be back. Or to text her when I reach there. If I want them to pick me up from the party. That i

and dad. But I don't have one and it makes me feel like dying. I want to tell my mom about what happened at school today but I can't. I miss

d my face into the pillow. I know my mom won't come to console me so I wrapped my arms around my body.