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eyes close as I exhale, pressing my back against the door and shuttering. What the hell was that?

re on the carpeted floors. Air swings into my lungs and for a moment I feel like the woman I was b

wait for you, then he

ten the blow on himself. Yeah, that sounds stupid. He wasn't pleasured like he said, and I could argue

om my mascara colours my brown skin. I wipe my hand on my jeans before lifting my feet and carrying myself into the bathroom. The great thing about tra

ascara lines are drawn on my face, my eyes bloodshot red, my cheeks puffy from

already heated. I began to strip my clothes off one by one, soon dropping them into the dirty clothes hamper. I've decided to do laundry today since we've been here for two days and I've not seen

t about the situation beforehand. I allow the warm water to make its full reign on my body before taking a washcloth and lathering it

hen the sudden sadness hit and I thought that if I had ice cream it would make

he covers up to my neck, wanting to feel as though I was being comforted by the

ment I opened my eyes, I could feel it wash over me like a tsunami, which made me fear actually getti

his was what my morning would be. Caught off balance by the small sunlight peaking in through the window and curtains, my eyes pinched shut. My eyebrows knitted together and it caused my entire face to be scrunched like a

face, I made sure to moisturise my skin before pulling a cute sundress from my suitcase. I slipped it over my b

kin, wore a sunshirt, sunglasses over th

ilar, only having a sun

f them. The great smell of bacon was brewing through my nose and it made my st

forting place. I didn't deny him, I never did, fearing that one day he'd think I didn't need him anymore. My

rget that asshole and have breakfast w

o it, rubbing my thumb over his cheek. "You're always so helpful, Dad. Thank you,

ng sad over any guy. You're too good for him anyways" he says as he pulls me in for

ious moments with him. The time I could have been spending with frie

when we both had nothing to do and even remained in contact when we were physicall

k. I'll be preparing special dishes, we'll have c

ed to be hanging out with Dacre to

nvite him over, I don't mind