Imperfectly sculpted

ns'

of my house. My father'

aturday by seven pm. Which meant my father would be home soo

ugh that Aya

him. He thought he'd turn me gay

t bad. You're just trying t

r m

devil's dire

se, I didn'

sound of the

ng into the compound

t the fuck

rked and rema

he trouble he wa

'm in t

to take his

ostrated fully with my belly on th

ed in re

. That was the best respon

saw Ayanfe still

ith a raised eyeb

de

rated. Not fully though. It was basically him bending

doing, I met your mom the other

I mouthed to him f

I'm sure my mom expects

fucker just put me in troubl

tings to your parents. I

i

ed his thin

t try to struggle out of it because struggl

ely when we reached

d you to stay away from him. It's been a

s just ye

to a little fag

me. Each shove is ha

ell down t

lance in order not to fall

h a concussion. That's if

we're just friends. We don't

ential and were also dad's business partners. They all owned a business together. Alo

t belie

urt so bad. They felt like being hit wi

so bad. I didn't

hear me screaming and come in, then the police would b

ever beats my face. Except that

riends at school to see me as the son of an abuser. I just

und and he then s

. Just... Like... Your... M

me between

like that but I can't do anything about

took for the police to judge me as the bad person was just an envelope

t I was bad. And that if I hadn't done

at I did

rst time I trie

cameras in my room. I couldn't do anything. He barged into my

rted begging for my life. It was

for the most

reet, he'll beat me. If I didn't talk to him, he

he'd beat me. He once beat

. I tried to masturbate. How stupid of me, he beat m

ace I'd like to

to a ball o

kept ki

. I'd like to end y

ife too. I wasn't screaming only b

e minute, I want to die,

to be free

adly to myself as eve

on. Th