Your god's love

running down my chin. It tasted bitter, which meant th

atching squares and cercle

realized that

n't move as much as a finger. This was too m

orning to. Yet, do you actually remember the color of the ceili

nore it and look aro

ame ceiling that I'm forced to stare at

tantrum gave me c

After a few minutes, I could lift my leg s

ng ahead, I thought of tapping t

alarm rang and the jolt elevated me to three centimeter

nd failing to stay on its eight legs. A strange seizure en

s lying on ice. Cold hard ice water, freezing you

le

es can I kee

e... In

ing as if it n

ng ha

ugh the dark, I could easily recognize the plain decoration of my room. A

nd for the switch of my small lamp. Though it surp

turn my head to the light source. Findin

have turned t

n my mind as I slowly scanned

my room and before I knew it, a piercing scream ripped

ut. Only that my covers stubbornly staye

, that any minute now the shadow figure at the end of my b

ure was, her silhouette however remained blurry and making her unrecognizab

ob under my sheet like a brat. This was a literal nightmare, somethi

es to stop, and right there I wished that all of this was a tw

held my breath. Hoping she mistake me for dead but to my utmost horror,

nlocked her maw, and the disgusting sound of a bone that left its

ap

f this wasn't real to begin with. All that was left

d the right to be disgusted with my own body for this. To spit out my saliv

ou!?" I hated being this weak. I want

all else of my own body. What if this ha

on was left

y as if nothing happened and too

that they were no one sitting at the end of my

lamp didn't even work and I intend to kee

m left for me. It surely helped me through t

s, how horrendous, or even how sweet they were. I simply w

he house and taking care of my Kalma plants whi

°

ur day like that I mean. " I deeply inh

a big deal. I was probably just really tired. " The noise of her fingers taping aga

ll of a sudden? I recall you telling me that you never get to r

kle repeatedly on the firm carpet. " It's... It's not normal... B

this stupid shit will come again and that

slipping away from time to time. This was the only

oment? " I nodded, playing with the paws of the s

he skin of my hands, already

s trying to explain why the sky isn't real. " Underson, blacking out all of a

ies' lungs, feeling the tiny

, every Wednesday at that and I feel that I s

there are things you shouldn't normalize. " She gave me a small

t, we spent the next twenty minu

guilty about the dinner. That I felt responsible for my parents

e but preferred to stay on my statement th

ow I love Ameri and that we're planning

ne was

tiffened, my mouth open to spill out the

, I wish I could describe the way her claws loved to flex

verywhere I didn't want her to be and the worse is that the evidence of

sure, she was a Kalma woman, I knew it which gave me m

scared of Kalmas. The ones that vouch for

ded to get rid of this silly fear

claws to avoid hurting me when she touched me or

too good

ay, realizing that I was just a few words away from either making a fool

y lie. It only made me feel guiltier wasting the p

ped that the long green couch c

hing that I could say to close the silence. " Did yo

! " She tilts her head but waits

d to attend my best friend's coming out of age with me. " She nodd

" I suddenly lost my smile, she seemed to sen

oat, the skin on my Adam's apple itching me out of nowhe

ce, I looked up. " Do you wanna kn

nd her black eyes squint adding to the

How much did you sleep this

orming a strange movement of circular m

nd had some slight hallucinations... " I brushed my hair back with my h

, why did you go on with your

that she is using but at the same time, I understand. S

" I don't know, I guess it became so frequent

made you fall asleep in the first way? That would perhaps

I fall

ree on our kitchen's screen, and the next thing I know I ju

n you collapsed? Not anything el

g to say something. She simply raised her shoulders and wav

the comi

g things again. We said our goodbyes and to

ed someone to talk to and she specified anything