The Coming of Bill
between him and the things of this world. Commonplaceobjects lost their character and be
same hopes and fear and wonder. Once heencountered a prosperous looking individual moving, like a liner amongtugs, in the midst of no fewer than six offspring.
k him the time at thatmoment, or indeed addressed
m. Ruth's unvarying cheerfulness was to himalmost uncanny. None of the doubts and fears which blackened his lifeappeared to touch her. Once he confided these to
ife Kirk knew what fearreally meant. All that he had experienced till now had, he saw, been amild apprehension, no
emptation to stupefy himself wi
him. He seemed destined tobe of no help to Rut
had notbeen at her side. And now, when she was fighting for her li
er seeing Ruth to ask him to telephone to Mrs. Porter. Inhis overwrought state, this
rry and a sandwich before going upstairs. She putforward the lame excuse that she had not d
ing food at this moment stru
t. In a short while fea
d been sent out, so he wentinto the little kitchen, where he found eggs, which he mixed with milkand swallowed.
rowling the studio a
ced him upon himself and caused him topass his character under review, with strange and unsatisfactoryresults. He had never realised before what a curiously contemptib
le doctor came quietly down
e. "When did you have anything to eatlast?""I don't know. I had some eggs and milk. I don't know when."The d
eep it?"After the first few mouthfuls Kirk ate wolfishly. The doctor munched asandwich wit
ighball won't hurt you." He eyed Kirk with some sympathy. "It's a badtime for you, of course.""For _me_? Good God!""You want to keep your nerve. Nothing awful is going to happen.""If only ther
may be. You don'twant to appear looking as if you had been run over by an automobileafter a night out. You want your appeara
ter a few puffshe replaced it in his pocket. It seemed too callous to think of smokingnow. The doctor was a good fellow, but h
airs? He strained his ear
lf-criticism returned. Hehad sunk once more into
ery gently. He went to
in and see how things were
heart leaped at thesight of him. It was as if he had
Steve sidled into the studio, embar
something. Another minute and they'd have pinched me onsuspicion. I just felt I had to come and see how Miss Ruth was makingout.""The doctor was down h
hell," s
what he wanted. The doctormeant well, bu
ink, Steve. I expect you ne
briefly. And there
I mean. I've helped her throw thatmedicine-ball--oft
in the studio now. In the streetoutside a heavy waggon rumbled part.
said. But the singing ce
walk quickly up and down.
. "You'll be all in if youkeep on worrying abo
vered himself quickly, ashamed of theoutburst. "I'm sorry, Steve. Don't mind anything I say. It's awful
took it just like you. Found he was gettingall worked up by having to hang around and do nothing,
dad did. 'Gee!' he saysto himself, 'I believe the way I'm feeling, I could just go and eat upthat gink right away.' And the more he thought of it, the better itlooked to him, so all o
barkeep and about fifty other fellers throws themout, and they goes off to a vacant lot to finish the thing. And dad'sso worked up that he gives the other gu
und or two with the smallgloves, just to get thi
it eased him mighty g
d. Just try to think I'm some guy that's been pickingon you and let me have it. See wh
to themselves in a lowerdrawer. It was not often that Kirk used them in his friendly bouts withSteve. For ordinary occasions the larger and more padded species metwith his approval. Steve, during these daily sparring encounters, wasamiability it
d looking as if hewas suffering from mumps, owing to a
rk felt that even a repetition of
be consolatory in wordas well as deed. He kept up
tain't often you hear of anything going wrong at times like this. You
swing at the body which
s true,"
e a little breathlessly
warily roun
ded. He guessed correctly that the other was alluding to hislast speech, not t
derfully friendly toward Steve, so grateful for his presence, andhis sympathy, that it had been hard, in spite of the other'sadmonitions, t
entioned above, that he ceasedto be an individual with private troubles and a wandering mind, andbecame a
e success of his treatment. It had worked even more quickly than hehad ho
hem, began to feel a slightdiminution of his detached attitude toward this encounter. Till now hisposition had been purely that of the kindly physician soothing apatient. The rapid
t him with some violence against the wall; and fromthat moment nature asserted itself. A cur
me Steve did not slip; he went to
one who bears weighty news. Her determined face waspale and tired, as it had every r
nfield,"
Looking about her, she
range, shuffling sound. She listened, astonished. She heard a gasp,then cur
Mrs. Porter. She opened
. A lesser person, after a far less tiring ordeal than she hadpassed through,
hatfreely, but this he appeared to consider a trifle unworthy of seriousattention. On the floor, an even more disturbing spectacle, Kirk
"It's nothing serious.""Has Mr. Winfield fainted?""Not exactly fainted, ma'am. It's like this. He'd got me clear up in acorner, and I seen it's up to me if I don't want to be knocked throughthe wall, so I has to cros
. I see he's all worked up, sitting around doingnothing except wait, so I makes him come and spar a round to take hismind off
fellow down our street, and itdone him a lo
our common sense isastonishing. I have no doubt you saved Mr. Winfield from a nervousbreak-down. Would you be ki