THE TASTE OF SOLITUDE

ad, I begin to cry loud again, Tracy runs to my rescue. She begins consoling and pampering me, giving me strong words of hope to seal my heart again. Tessy, she calls me, and I respond yes, have

o me and my whole life's story. So, what do I do now, a child of no home and the only one person that ma

pt and moment of grief are a time that feelings get in the way that you just cross paths with bitterness and regrets. But when there

onators have volunteered to help with the burial arrangements and the medical director would li

teered to help you from an accident scene of your grand mum yesterday. Look, anything that I can do to help, it's fine. Feel free, we're here to help. I look

friends once again in lif

d they'll be leaving to school but will be returning by 4 o'clock in the evening. Stay fine and pick something from the fridge whe

know it, I fall deeply asleep that I could not hear or feel anything around me. It felt so comfortable though I could not forget the death of my grand mum, she was so dear to me. They came like flashes in a vision that felt like hypnosis and like I was not truly asleep, I was even taken to a realm where she told me that her name was Kate, I swear that was the first time that I knew my grandmother's

color that they are built in me to make me strong and impact the world positively. I will

rt to call you now, can I hug you. I rush to hug her. Till we meet again sweet Tess, she says it like whispers passing through my ears, and it's all gone just for me to wake up in fright. I am all sweaty but, in my head, I feel it was just a short nap, I go t

start playing with each other, I get to the fridge and pour orange juice into a cup and we sip it together. I knew for sure that the dog was theirs but it was as if they had trusted me

y, Billy what's good? Where are you? I'm back Billy, Billy Billy billy! T

ghtening dream, but it's fine. She and Steve comes close to me and hugs me, I don't know but I jus

now going out there to catch a glimpse of sunshine and new people to reduce the cold, and sadness is a very good idea.

ort for Tessy, and what do you

o life in no better possible way that I can't explain. Purr, it first all shook me up so strongly that I thought that I poured water on my legs but no it was Billy's tongue that struck me out of my head space's marveling wonder. Purr! But I poured the juice in my glass while gaining back myself. I took up Billy and I called him in the same symphony as Steve, Billy Billy Billy! It answered me. Wow, I love dogs but was not opportune to have one as a pet. He was a brown skin fur covered dog with a black belt strapped around its neck. As we played round the parlor, Tracy and Steve came out of their rooms and we're fully dressed for the hangout that they told me about. I'm sorry, but I will not be able to make it there. I'm sure Tracy I talked to you everything about me. I begin sobbing, they suspend their meeting with their other f

or voice taped. videotaped Tracy replied again, we are here to help you and make you strong. I think we should have something to eat right now, pizza from the fridge says Steve. They begin telling me about themselves even better now to the fullest, St