t room, and it's nothing like where I used to live. But despite wakin

uggle to wake up. I can't believe how different my life has become in just a few weeks

t true. Usually, I try to forget it, to push it awa

e myself. Well, that's not entirely true. I see a version of myself that I lost years ago. I wish I

'd go to university, then work, and then I'd go

I don't think I'd want to. He makes me happy, sitting here on his bed, still some

and I know instantly it is him. I don't even need to look up. When he walks into a room, I pi

help but grin at him. Somehow, he has defied all odd

ushing pink. Even after he's seen me at my most vulnerable, I still feel i

ghing. His eyes are looking at me amused. "No, I don't mean that kind of fun, unless that's what you require.

ab my body, and I can't help but laugh as I jump b

to go to my apartment as I haven't been back there in ages." I watch as he pouts, looking

oday I have to get back to the real world. "Plus, I promised Ian I'd meet up with him and his girlfriend." I did

yes, to stay here with him and forget the outside world. I am falling, fast and hard, and the ground is not strong enough to stop me once I hit. I will keep going, crazy, I know. After a few we

my way home from there." I smile at him and give him a slight nudge as he dr

. Finally, we reached the center. He parks up and smiles at m

opping is dull. As always, I'm not too fond of shopping. I detest a lot of girl stuff, just give me a blank

aven't been alone for weeks now. Things have changed so much, and there is n

d so much in one night. Even so, I still feel a sense of doom. The feeling is n