The Danger Mark
more or less, the first wint
ed. Within the confines of this she expected, and was expected, to live and move and have her being, a
with the same youths, was smitten by the popular "dancing" man, convalesced in average time, smoked her first cigarette, fell a victim to the handsome and horrid married destroyer, recovered with a shock when, as usual, he overdid it, played at being engaged, was kissed once or twice, adored Sembrich, lis
ch work beguiled her; women's suffrage, led daintily in a series of circles by Fashion and Wealt
e passed into and out of her small ears-gossip, epigrams, aphorisms, rumours, apropos surmi
ncountered one or two of those men and women of real distinction w
ays which instructed the public about squalor, murder, and men's mistresses, which dissected very skilfully and artistically the ethics of moral degradation. And being as healthy and curi
cquire from the fashionable in literature, music, and the
perplexity; and with each illumination she shrank a little less aloof from this shabby wisdom gilded with "art," w
d rendered an accounting of its stewardship; the yearly reports which it had made during the term of its trusteeship were brought forward, examined by the c
ike a wet firecracker in the April rains; and Geraldine and Kathleen were tired, mentally and bodily. And
hleen had been bored and badgered and bothered and importuned to the verge of exhaustion; Scott was used, shamelessly, without his suspecting it, and he generally had in tow a string
for two weeks. And Kathleen was given strength sufficient for each case as it presented itself; and now the fag end of the season died out; the last noble and indigent foreigner had been eluded; the last old beau foiled; the last squab-he
; town houses closed; terrace, pillar, portico, and windows were already being boarded over; lace curtains came down; textiles went to the cleaners; the fresh scen
onfused racket of her first winter; ample time for rest, reverie, and reflection, with only a few intimate
The moving shadows of maple leaves patterned the white walls of her bedroom; wind-blown gusts of wistaria fragranc
ng through level wooded vistas. Across the reservoir lakes the jewelled night-zone of the West Side sparkled, reflected across the water in points of trembling flame; south, a gemmed bar
en fog from the bay settles, pallid as the very shadow of light when nights are clear; but it is always there-always will b
er groom, dismounted, patted her horse sympathetically, and regarded with concern t
was preparing to
i pulled up lame. No, I told Redmond not to saddle anoth
I wait for you? I'v
appear younger than I do. Scott was pig enough to say so the other d
e looked scarcely more than
adful fledglings! It's bad of you; and I don't see why I'm stupid enough to have such an attractive woman for my closest"-a
neous enough; yet there was the slightest
be taken serio
" nodded Geraldine
nt of her sunshade. She looked up presently and met Geraldine's dar
and Duane Mallett," sai
thleen. "We can lunch out togeth
d habit. Where's that volume of Mendez you
rth did yo
Dysart says Mendez is a gre
t modern mistress of p
essary for a
it is
ignorant. Besides, I
earest. There's a dange
't wis
oubled them back, and head tipped on one si
ming very rest
going
able country place to go to. It would be nice for Scott and the serva
s horridly expensive to keep up. Oh, I knew quite
r you and me to recuperate in; and if we ever want any guests, it's big enough to entertain dozens in.... I really don't care one way or the other; yo
about the country except where you've been on Long Island in
agreeable up the
course-but-it's certainly
I buy it, we'd nev
ou were ob
elvet eyes wi
yes-you mean if
she stood slowly tapping her gl
dress," she
then," nodd
ingly boyish in Geraldine's light, free carriage-just a touch of carelessness in the poise-almost a swing at times to the step. Duane had once said: "She has a bully walk!" Kathleen thought o
ttractive. Men found her, to their surprise, rather unresponsive. She was amiable enough, nicely formal, and perfectly bred, it i
fever. He died suddenly on the very eve of their postponed wedding-tr
distant relative, Magnelius Grandcourt, found her the position as personal guardian of the twins, then aged nine. Now they were twenty-one and she thirty-one; twelve years of service, twelve years of steady fidelity, which long ago had become a cha
op. Presently it flew off her gloved forefinger and fell clattering across the carpetless floor. She bathed and dressed leisurely; later, when luncheon was brought to
mind. Often, in such moments, she strove to realise that s
to do is to say that I'll buy it.... And I can live there if I choose-as long as I choose.... It's a very agreeable
and lay back watching
ngalow in Timbuctoo ... or stand on my head, now, this very moment! Nobody
on the polished floor, then gravely bending double, placed both palms flat on the square of dama
as a lithe and spangled athlete, she turned clean over
ly out of condition. Late hours are my undoing.
om, knotting up her dark hair, heels clic
onbon soaked in cologne. Only a girl can accomplish such combinations. How she ever began this silly custom of hers she couldn't remember, except that, when a small child, somebody had forb
s of it, but remained indifferent becau
bonbons at her elbow. Later a maid brought tea; and a little later Duane Mallett was announced. He saunt
be. Women liked him too easily and he liked them without effort. There was always some girl in love with him until he was found kissing another. H
re ought to be something deeper in him than the lightly humourous mockery with which he seemed to regard his very great talent-a flippancy that veiled always what he said and did and thou
m; there remained always a certain amount of curios
g on effrontery, was not entirely unattractive to women
ponsive partiality was disconcerting enough to make him dreaded by ambitious mothers, and an object of uneasy interest to their decorative offspring who were inc
omen like them when they are
an, or what might have been liking if she could ever feel absolute confidence in him. She had been, at times, very close to caring a great deal for him,
m ever caring to understand him-the old sense of insecurity in his ironical
serenely seating himself and dropping one lank knee over the other. "P
happiness of riding
nod
this
lie D
eir names recently. The girl
king out of the window where the flap
did you wa
te. Then Rosa
r, my omnivorous friend.... Did it even occur to you to r
didn't
r horse saddled if I hadn't seen you
he commente
ectly good time with
osalie left he stuck to me and talked about you until I let my horse bolt, a
lunched with
ere is K
you don't care for any tea, there is m
rely about, the ice tinkling in the glass which he held. At intervals he quenc
g happened to you, Duane?" she asked,
N
ur pictures
it?" he ask
rand ladies you paint had left town
, before he even h
tly at the lilac-bush in flower as the wi
y. He began to stir the ice in hi
beautiful, isn't s
whelm
. She didn't exactly know why she had g
aint Kathleen,
e girl's cheeks.
't you a
, one doesn't ask thing
ngs of some women at
xamining her empty teac
quired, walking over to the tab
hing. What is that in your glass? L
r. After a few moments she picked it
" she demanded wit
ell," he
ng like brandied p
oticed tha
r not she exactly cared for it, she tasted the iced contents of the tall, frosty glass and wa
typical studio," sh
you to mine
usted and in order for feminine inspection. I'd like to see a man's studio when it's in shape
ou, and you can stand it, come dow
I couldn't
opriety. But
mpropriety ap
To you, too,
timid knocking some day when you and your Bohemian fri
, timid knocking couldn't be heard in t
d perhaps kick once or twice if you d
t in his face, she continued to sip from his tall, frosted glass, quite unconscious of any distaste for
er all," she observed. "I had no ide
wallowed all t
is it
hrug: "You'd better cut
he asked,
you're
" she said, "it isn't stron
e said, "it's
e butt of his riding-crop, he la
wned girls, free-limbed, narrow of wrist and foot; cleanly built, engaging, fearless-eyed; and Geraldine was one of a type characteristic of that
nal material nobody can explain. And young Mallett, recently from the ol
sat warmly illumined by the golden li
visions of you which float past afoot or driving. Some day one of them will unbalance me. I'll leap into her victoria, ask her if she
I'd take with yo
d that seve
d up at her half humor
taking no chan
holding some other girl's hands with
body ever h
ks a deeper red, but she me
tten Harvard boy of eighteen had left her furiously vexed with herself for her passive attitude while the tempest passed. True, she had vigorously reproved him later. She had, alas, occasion, during her first season, to reprove several demonstrative young men for their unconventionally athletic manner of declaring their suits. She had been far more severe with the humble, unattractiv
he had been more or less instructed in the ways of men; and, remembering, she lifted her dis
ng about, Duane?" s
have been trying to marry you all winter. You've
" she ask
ad-tw
mean a
t that's the idea, Geraldine. You are a born one
Humpty Dumpty for falls all your life,
ve had only one which p
that, if
you took o
isdainfully, "you are beginn
was in lov
nt terms with yourself that you sympathise too ardently with any at
d: "I was perfectly seri
ways take thems
on one finger, and glancing at her from time to time with that glimmer of ever-latent mockery which always made her res
said, "women will fin
k what a rush there
" She thought of the recent gossip coupling his name with Rosalie's, reddened and
g the first to find you
he asked in pretended conc
"When a woman suddenly discovers that a man is
kissed you? What
rcumstances under
aged to hurt him, after
you a dozen times t
I tol
ldn't beli
pect me to
interpret her bright,
but good looks and talent. There was once, but it died-over in Eu
to be very genuine, b
nfidence in me, it will be ti
or your confidence-and th
d it so strenuously that, perhaps I might be excused for doubtin
laughter. She lifted his glass, sipped
rning each other: may nothin
rn, her eyes were too brig
to trust you in that way," she said, "I'll tell you now wh
bly; "but it seems to me as tho
n-up party. I was only a fool of a girl, merely ignorant, unfit to be trusted with a liberty I'd never before had.... And I took one glass of champagne and it-you
her fresh, curved cheek and parted lips took on a brighter tint. Something was singing, seething in her veins. She lifted her glass, set it down, and suddenly pushed it from her so violently that it fell with a crash. A wave of tingling heat mounted to her face, receded, swept b
-would you go away now?
ged and
etermined we seem to be to misunderstand each other.
rcely hear her own voice amid the deafening tumult of her pulses. Fright s
smiling. "I usually am goin
oked down at her, came and stood at th
ve done, or may do.... But you're quite right, a man of that sort isn't to be considered"-he laughed and pulled on one glove-"only-
indly behind her, she moved the cushions aside, turned and dropped among them, burying her blazing face. Over her the scorching vertigo swept, subsided, rose, and swept again. Oh, the horror of it!-the shame, the agonised surprise
ly be herself, stiffened her body and clinched her hands un
felt that the dreadful thing which had seized and held her was letting go its hold, was freeing her body and mind; and as it slowly released
a sound and the light from the hall streamed
aldi
altered voice. She lay listening, silent
ght you called m
not
od beside the bed, looking d
d me you had a headache and had gone to your
he girl, "is he her
en I came in, and he warned me not to w
N
el ill enough to lie here, you ough
a sudden shivering seized her; she strove to control it, but her knees seemed to give way
it!-the shame, the
d your grandfather! Darling, I couldn't bear to tell you this before, but now I'
stammere
rited their terrible inclinations. Even as a little child you frightened me. Hav
thleen. Duane came in.... I tasted what he had in his g
ng to do-never to touc
not. But how was I to kno
stand now,
hey please without danger.... It is amazing th
he only chance a woman has with the world is in her self-control? When that goes, her chances go, every one of them! Dear-we have latent in us much the same vices that men have. We have
that I do desire such things. Perhaps I had bet
hat?" falter
er in it," sobbed the girl. "You h
ue about th
-y
do it now
es
o it every d
everal
almost refused to move-"h
s-it's the alcohol in it that I like, isn't it
ly. The girl slipped from her arms, turned partly over,
even now she could not feel any real alarm; she could not understand that the fangs of a habit can poison when plucked out. Of course there was now only one thing to do-keep aloof from everything. That would b
e frightened about me. I've learned some things I didn't know. Do you think Duane-" In the darkness the blood s
athleen, striving to steady her voice. "You cam
yes
r. It seemed to her as though she had fallen asleep on the lounge. Somehow, after Duane ha
Kathleen to undress her, comb her hair, bathe her, and dry the white
silent, limp, heavy-lidded, Kathleen turned ou
peak cheerfully, "do you know
ed Geraldin
u to draw a check for half of it and to move there next w
l, looking closely at the closed lids. Under them a fa
ision of Scott's youthfully earnest face; and she straightened suddenly to her full height and laid her hand on her breast in consternation. Under the fingers' soft pressure her heart beat fa
darkness, arms extended, far away in the house she heard a d
Scott?" she
, the same slight pucker between his brows, boyishly slender in his ev
into her own room, but holding the door
ow," he urged; "I'm quite excite
ott. I don't want to talk ab
he pretty face partly disclosed between door a
e cigarette," he began in his wheedling way. "I'
for a tête-à-tête with a
hose fetching affairs
, you are
elicate shimmering thing and little slippers of the same el
ly; "you look twenty with all the charm of thirty. Si
husiastically about lake and stream and mountain, and about wild boar and deer and keepers and lodges; and she bent her pretty head ove
she was vaguely aware that somewhere, deep within her, the same faint dismay awoke; tha
py over Roya-Neh forest, but it was too expensive, and
pulsively, passing his arm around her. He ha
map dropped; his arm fell awa
bubble in that strange instant-that Kathleen was gone-that, in her calm, sweet, familiar guise stood a woman-a stranger, exquisite,
d her compos
more. Besides, Geraldine isn't very well, and I'm
ering the dutiful embrace to which he and sh