Sinful Shelter

GABRIEL’s P.O.V.

A twelve years old boy, coming from a middle class family in the largest state in Singapore. That’s me. My life wasn’t that hard, but it wasn’t that easy as well. Living with my Mom in this country while my Dad work as an investor in the Philippines, my heart was dying to have it’s permanent shelter.

Because Mom is an overprotective one, I carry on studying at home not until now. Dad is finally taking on my side, letting me go to a regular school. It wasn’t that easy at first, but I’ll get the hang of it pretty much sooner or later, they said. But having my entire educational life being locked up at home, I don’t know if I could ever talk to someone at school.

“Are you ready for your first day in regular school, Gab?” My Mom asked, while starting the engine of her car to take me to school.

“I guess so...”

“You guess so? I thought you wanted this? Aren’t you excited at all? If you want to change your mind, you’re free to, honey.”

“Mom, I can do this... I promised. I’m just... You know, having a life inside of our house while not knowing any other person makes me feel nervous. But I’m fine. You don’t need to worry about me. If something happens, and I didn’t like it, I promise I’ll tell you. Then I’ll come back to study at home.”

“Sure thing, son. I just don’t want you to be unprotected.”

“I’m nearly a teenager, Mom. I can do this, I promise.”

She sighed in defeat, before nodding at my direction. She started the engine and we drive all the way from home to my new and first ever school. As we arrived, I could see my fellow students talking to each other in front of the school yard. I can’t believe that this is finally happening right now. I finally got a chance to introduce myself to other people.

“Well, someone looks excited. Hop down now, Gab. Good luck for your first day of school,” Mom stated.

“Thanks, Mom. Thank you for letting me go and experience this. I love you.”

“Sure thing. And I love you too. Please take care of yourself.”

I nodded, before giving her a peck of kiss on her cheeks. I hopped down from the car, before waving my goodbyes to my Mom. She smiled at me and I did the same.

I thought that this would be easy, but as soon as my Mom drove away, I instantly feel nervous. I could see the other students staring at me intensely while whispering something to the person next to them.

“Hey! Are you new here?”

I nearly jumped up out of shock as a girl poked her finger on the right side of my belly.

“Hey!” I scolded her.

“Nasty. I like you,” she stated.

“Whatever.”

“You didn’t answer my question!” she complained, and I sighed.

“Yes, I’m new here. What about you?” I tried to socialize, but just imagining myself talking to other people makes me really sick.

“Nope. I study here since preschool.”

“Oh,” was my short reply.

“And you? Where are you came from?” she asked curiously.

It was only then when I realized how cute she is. She’s a red headed person with deep hazel eyes. She has freckles on the both side of her cheeks and a medium tanned colored skin. I don’t know why, but I instantly got mesmerized and comfortable with this lady.

“From home, I guess.” She chuckled at my response.

“I asked where school have you been before, silly.”

“I don’t know. I do home study before so... Yeah. I don’t came from any school.”

“Oh. I’m sorry. I didn’t know.”

“Why are you apologizing?”

“Uhm... It’s because... I’ll tell you a secret if you promised that you wouldn’t say this to anyone, okay?” I nodded, badly wanted to know about it. “Pinky swear?” she raised her hand with her pinky sticking out of it.

“Okay, okay. Whatever.” I got it and she beamed at me.

“My Mom and Aunt told me that children who home schooled are the ones who cannot take care of themselves that’s why they choose to stay at home.”

“What?! That wasn’t true.”

My brows furrowed in confusion as she told me that secret. I instantly want to meet her Mom and Aunt and tell them that they are both wrong about their impression of those children who are homeschooling.