Illicit Pleasure

and if that wasn't enough, the excitement is spreading even more all over my body longing for it to not stop -I'm coming out now! -I shouted as I saw the door handle move -It's just cramps! Ju

His pale face only made me laugh at myself because I lost years of my relationship for an asshole who got carried away by someone who opened his legs easily, I am naive but not stupid and I will not continue with this relationship. -You're right, I wanted to wait for our first time to be epic, but... wooa.. seriously you made our epic... it's over." -Are you leaving me? -he said in an annoyed tone. -Obviously stupid, I'm leaving you. What? Did you think I would be stupid enough to forgive you for cheating on me? I didn't want to continue with this conversation but Lucas... didn't take this decision so well because he started yelling at me. -You are nothing without me. You can't leave me or you'll regret it. -I was being a complete jerk. -I'm... sorry. It's just... I made a mistake and I'm so sorry... I love you more than you know... and you want to leave me because of that tiny mistake. -I had sex with someone last night. "It can't be... his face... his expression is fantastic." -What? You cheated on me? -You cheated on me. -Are you really offended when you were also with Erika last night fucking her under my nose? If you want, I can give you a little description of what I saw. -What do you want me to tell you? I'm a man and I need to satisfy myself... -Lucas remains silent when he sees that I'm more than furious... -Mey... -You're an idiot. I closed the door in his face and went up to my room where I stayed in silence curled up while I think about what I was feeling now, I was upset and hurt but at the same time, I feel happy because I finished with both of them. -Are you crying? -my roommate looks at me curiously -Mey? -I'm fine. Lying was the best thing to do, I could only keep this feeling of pain while I think about what is going to happen from now on. I was going to my first class of the day when I saw my ex-boyfriend next to my supposed friend, she looked at me puzzled but I pretended not to have seen them. I didn't want to talk to them, let alone see them, so I decided to avoid them until I get over my anger "although I doubt that will ever happen". -Hello mey. -I notice Erika standing in front of me, did she really just talk to me? -I wrote to you last night but.... -