Dominated by Four; Dark Desires

the woman in front of me, who had purposely sat in

, on doing the bills that would be necessary for the

ce I could live with him and he wasn't able to give me to l

from the beginning. There weren't very nice people around and you got used to hearing gunshots and arguments between peo

ry to survive in such a pl

for what I had not lost an

close relationships wi

es, I've been given very few odd jobs," my aunt

ilities to me, with the excuse that she wasn't getting jobs,

my grandfather hadn't ta

victim of life, whom no one wanted, because for some rea

e wondered

ittle work this month, you'll have to look unde

leaving for my ro

s the h

. My study didn't allow me the luxury of working at something that wasn't

ought I had everything under control and I wa

ortant and had been the pillar for me to establish myself well in the city. I had the space to study, to sleep; I had a place to go without arr

h that man who could never earn the man of father and I hated even more the fact that she woul

e afraid of being

was s

them, I didn'

y there to satisfy my basic needs, like every human being, but it was

er fall

childhood love and one th

f my life, to the point of fearing t

when I had everything extremely detailed and what

ng bubble for the rest of my life, believi

quite the

my goals; the conclusion of my career was only the

draw and I looked good at designs, so I ha

th too much and grades managed to define the abi

, unable to give in

t there was less and less left and I wasn't working; I was surviving on part of my savings, grandfather's j

contribute anything and my grandfather would not be able to

he street alone and that she might

thought of the way she m

ing advantage of the naivety and kindness of the poor m

ng his daughter, afte

nor

licated. Starting with the fact that I had no time availability, which would put

et home at ten or el

myself and looked at the clock next to me on t

as I had to run to the bus stop or I would be late for class

nky, even my best friend Luc

wn the stairs of the building, I seemed to be flying between each step and surel

ne's voice said after I bumped the man as I t

t out of the way," I ordere

you don't have to think twice," he pointed out with an idiot's grin on his face

had wanted to help him in many ways so that he could b

ld get him

I'm going to end up pushing you down the stairs," I said aggressive

just being nice," he com

me that thing," I snorted and walked quickly away down the street, praying

uld take me to the university, which for me, unfortu

of a control freak, but

ake things lightly

ven my mother, who knew me better

y side and that I had to waste minutes that I co

want to and putting up with people I couldn't deal with, why most of them th

ed, exa

ng," commented a voice I reco

ollowe

like you're going to explode," he shook his head, as i

led m

rom the somewhat untouchable people in society, so he earned my friendship, however, I hat

to use it on

as surviving on illegal stuff, each to his own, but I

to fly high, but in exchange for Christian, who liked to conform and

n my face," I glared at him, trying to make him

turned off what was in his hands and put it away in a s

d my ey

son did I come t

ed my arms as I w

ed my boss gave me one last warning last time," he

chased by

went on his way, leaving behind the s

transportation deigned to arrive and I

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