Lovely Secret And Lies.

ould say a word, he gently held m

ere filled with sadness and love. What went wrong, and why do I feel like this is

is wrong, I inquired. It's ther

s weir

led sadly at me. Why do I feel like th

upped my hands around his face and looked him in the eyes. "

at, Johan, it turns me on.' He sa

w him well, and when he's like this, he always tries to change the

he asked, staring at me. 'Please

s right, but I still want him to depend on me. A

thing to be the person he wan

n walking silently down the road. Then

I shook my head to clear my mind of any negative thoughts. 'I can only hope for t

I'm not sure, but why are you t

too busy. I didn't want to bother yo

s, Johan,' he laughed as he tapped me

" I mut

ng to ask, what a

my feet as I strolled. "He left before my y

shouldn't have ask

t and Mom wouldn't tell me, she keeps saying he did some sort of faggot stuff and wa

o you?' He inquired. "Abo

life, it's been years, like ever since I was born, I've ever seen such a happy smile. So, I hope

t?' He inquire

something about him does

his with your mother?'

to know him, you will like him. she says.'' I mimicked my mother's voice and rolled my e

such a lovesick

s soon as he said it. He burst out laughing again and collaps

saw that he wasn't stopping, I became irritated and began walking awa

n moody for a while, but seeing him

abe,' he said, still gasping for air. 'And you didn't have to laugh so hard that you co

re making that I didn't have a choice. I couldn't stop myse

do, he would still laugh

ould you please escort

babe,' he said

ed me a good night af

in my hair. 'Always and forever remember, Johan, that I will never stop lovi

kissing him on the neck. I still have a bad feeling about this. He said we coul

me and exited through my

ife b

ears old, with a younger sister and a best

girlfriend's name is Charlotte. These are pe

ng. I'm a fucking worthless cheater. T