Lovely Secret And Lies.

... a...are you talki

out loud, out of nowhere? I'm not sure w

e remembere

am

ssed me last night. You quickly shoved me aw

s he concerned about it all, shit, he is

fellow guy one morning and says, "I kissed you while I was drunk? How come it makes n

d to run away from Haru, stay in a corner till the party was over before we all went home but that ni

but admitting it to him is embarrassing. I have to remain vigilant to keep track of what he's up to; I can't tr

this mess that I've

mber how passionately I kissed you?'

ly he kissed me

snap out of it. Always rememb

couldn't help myself. The kiss was fantastic. He continued to kiss me, and before I knew it, he was carrying me up and placing me at the head of the table. We

iss that way?' He murmured

ing. What happened to me, what's the matter with me? I'm

n walking towards the door, I pushed him

it and you have a girlfriend?" He gave me a friendly

d he know that, I am

that?" I was supposed to deny i

ve never told anyone about it. Ja

s unbel

it,' he gushed. 'Or, to put it another way, you've been waiting for it to happen,

he discovered t

like that, I don't know wh

it or are you still not sure t

I'd never considered mysel

I see it, and you have a hard boner?' He h

erted, using my hands to demonstrate my point. I covered my groin

my life, you can deny it all you want, I don't give a damn about you bei

k on him. It was a distraction to be staring at him

are gay or maybe bisexual,' He shook his head sideways and continu

even take it to my grave and a stranger finds that out without gett

w did he know that? What a blunder! Because he attends the same high school as me, I must do everything possible to avoid him. *This isn't the first time you've kissed a guy, is it?' As I continue

s a result, it will be empty. I needed to be alone to think. Why was he doing this to