n't the kind of thinking I was hoping for. Instead of thinking of a way to get my little revenge like I did to all my past boyfrie

his words, I dra

the kind of woman I want in my life, I'm sorry again, he said.

ply didn't want me. No one wa

rtment, I got up and almost lost my footing. I had every right to be angry with e

ext to one of her hooks. That man in black wasn't anywhere again. He

Alexandra and I were besties for years. The first time I met her, she was poor, struggling to pay her rent. Now, s

p in a bed... not my o

the hooks I didn't want to sleep with. Wasting tears was

orgiving him would be good. Why not? Since h

my phone with one hand. A thief might manifest under these kinds of circumstances. I was inebriated, wasted, heartbroken, hopeless, and du

essage to my dea

ur proposal. Le

eal? Won't you throw

I will marry you.

oute. In a daze, I believed that possibly the ground had made up its mind to strike; it had been getting closer for some time. However, the subsequen

slapped me. It was hostile for a long time and now, it decide

t little girl that used to sit in corners? Was my sister happy now?

important, invisible, and a burden. taking up room. Nobody required me.

swirling over my head. I could swear ther

ing me get on my feet. It was another

had previously known him. I slapped my mouth immediately, forcing my vomit back. Rolling o

rt of me. Despite the few scratches, I was fine. The alcohol in my body made everythin

sorr

ng on me as if something bad happened? "I am truly sorry. I will pay for the medical bills

t the words out as my voice slowly began to eme

woman said again, buzzing my mind with her sc

g my lips with my hand, once again. I was ab

a show. I felt grateful to this man. I made every effort to avoid puking. I ran to an alley as soon as I saw one and puked ther

ng my hair back, holding it for me as I kept getting rid of the alcohol in my system. I wanted t

feel well, but I am not in

sleeve. I think I need water now. The aci

n go now. It seems like I stop

black suit. It

u to the doctor right now. You don't l

, nothing more. I simply need a good night of

like children. I

anted to stay invisible, away from that world. Furthermore, he was a man in black. He must be part of those

eyeing me for a while. "Let me take y

ged me to the bathroom of that café. No one cared about us at the moment. Everyone

became anxious as I stared in the mirror. A nightmare, that was. I appeared to be a corpse. Two holes w

rrible da

, all the make-up smeared. I looked like a ghoul.

t my voice still came out funny. Everything was still blurry. "Th

n't from mine. We stared at each other, his face becoming clearer b

same happened with the previous one. The same before him. I lost count of how much they cheated on me. You are the same, every single

n, he l

he joke in