My first love is a 150 kilograms omega

out, blinked, pouting. "Now, d

that your ski

o answer; he said. "Looking at the skin that is whiter than these gi

hirt over my belly and thighs. Jimmy Ellis is the person who says it can be done

for the latest story book, and plopped down on the bed. He turned his back to me, silently flipping th

e ink marks are from bullying, the pencil marks are Jimmy Ellis's. This is a new script. He must have corrected me whil

can escape his ma

twelve o'clock at night. I stood awkwardly in front of the bed, hesitating whether to wake him up

up. Go home

my lip and shook it harder when my wrist w

ise, I'll throw you over th

body over, his hand s

ant to turn off the lights." I ti

and finally to the thick, indifferent lips. Seeing people in my heart up close makes me bolder than usual. I held my breath, nervously crouchi

trol it forward. My chest rose and fell, my heart pounded, so fast my stomach hurt. I really wanted to touch Jimmy Ell

ened his eyes and looked

d kid trying

in shame, yanked him away, and stood u

e back and forth, turn off the light, turn on the night

ot the first time the two of us have slept together, since I determined that my feelings f

only one who knows this secret is me. As he thought of this, he turned over, crossed his arms over my chest, and rested his feet on my lap. No one believes th

bors for almost ten years. My mother moved to this city for work, so the whole family moved along. My mother to

, enormous eyes, immature voice, shy personal

s his junior and promised to protect me from everyone's bullying. We have different interests and personalities, but because we ar

at that my friends teased me I was a pig. It's normal for children to joke about their appearance. I cried a few times and got used to it. While I

philology notebook. His friends ridiculed his admiration for Jimmy Ellis. They sealed each page of the private diary on the bulletin bo