A Billion Tears

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three hours ago, I met him awake in the ward. I went ahead to confront him, and he could only tell me th

scared of losing you. I didn't want you to run away from me," The pain in his eyes as he s

my heart into a million pieces. The thought of losing my lovely husband in two years drives me crazy. Turns out that the cancerous cells have spread so much that he has just two years to spend on earth.

around to see him standing with pain written all over him. I can imagine the pain he's sufferin

as I finally turn to face him. I have so

I shouldn't have kept it away from you for so long..

wanted to live so badly. I found every reason to want to live, I want to fight for my life, stay alive and make babies with you... I want to hold m

on't want to ever go a day without seeing your smiles, but that is a dream that will never come true

how much I love you and him, right? You'll be happy for my sake, right?" His hand trembles as he cups my c

se, we'll find a solution to

stay alive. I want to be with you. I love

re, please," It feels like a have a dagger in my

be able to get over me real quick when I'm gone. I can't stay with you, I can't stay by your side

ex.

He chuckles dryly as he wipes the tears from my eyes. Behind his laughte

t to hold my baby in my arms for at le

ith me forever, you promised me that," I wrap my arms around

He strokes my hair slowly,

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y day. The thought of Alex dying keep haunting me, and the more I think about it, th

York tomorrow by first flight,

s around my waist, and kisses my hair. He was outside j

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eady," He takes the cloth I was folding, and drops it on the bed.

our around the city, and have some

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do?" He asks again, tuck

ply to him, and

can't stay at hom

," His face expresses shock at my last words. Just three days ago, I fell sick and I had to go see a doctor. The result came out that I am two weeks

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ou keep your promise of staying by my side fo