Fenwick's Career
t any more. I'm that stiff
, his palette on his thumb, brush and mahlstick suspended. His eyes were cast down: a flush had risen in his cheek. Miss Bella's manner was not sweet; she wished evidently to slight somebody, and the painter could not flatter himself that the somebody was
pouted. The artist, John Fenwick, returned discreetly to
ly don't see anything in me!'-she looked over her shoulder at the picture, with a shrug of mo
turned and looked at the girl-a coarsely pretty young woman, very airily clothed in a white muslin dress, of which the transparency displayed her neck and a
of regret, Miss Mor
I sat. He promised me, if I didn't like it, he'd put it in his own d
er mother, severely. She rose
per accent; her chest rose and f
ing my upper lip miles too long-and that I hadn't got a nasty staring l
ancing at her in dismay, saw that she
long departed. Even in repose, her expression suggested hidden anxieties-fears grown habitual and watchful; and when she moved or spoke, it
picture, and the
aid, slowly. 'But I can't s
threw a shawl round her shoulders; gathered up some working materials and a book with which she had
She turned to the painter. 'I'd
Miss Morrison,' murmured the young
all this?' said a ch
you off to? Is t
o I should think I'd had about enough,
er caught he
n't we, mamma? Well, now
ore towards the painter, he detained
Miss Morrison, with her
minute,
d a waist like Fanny's?' Fanny was the
Bella; you
more beat the ground impatiently, while her fathe
u're advancing! You are: no doubt about that. Some of the execution there is astonishing. But all the
d Fenwick on the shoulder, returning immedi
compelled!' said the young man, in a proud, muffled voic
h to die "clemmed," as we say in Lancashire,' ret
s of desk-work; and those who saw him for the first time were apt to be struck by a certain eager volatility of aspect-expressed by th
le, familiar pang passed through her. As the chief and trusted official of an old-established bank in one of the smaller cotton-towns, Mr. Morrison had a large command of money. His wife had suspected him for years
m, she felt certain that he had just received some news which had given him great pleasure
dumb recoil. Her hands trembl
n of mine did nothing
k looked up
ughed her
find a better use for his time than ministering to the vanity of silly girls, and wasting h
ear!' said Morrison, throwing up his hands. 'Yo
n the Bible-though I believe you think it is. Well, good-night to you, Mr. Fenwick. I'm sorry you h
son departed. She looked again at her husband a
spirits. When he and Fenwick were left alone, he went
the money h
stinctively moving away. It might have been seen t
re comm
. And Satterthwaite, the butcher, says he'll give me a commission soon
do you get for
es five,' said the yo
ore than a
e there's plenty as'll take their pict
k, you're not exactly galloping
, as much as to say, 'What's
what are your plans? Can y
er, abruptly. 'I'm
ur own idea? You must have
on,' said the other, in
n find a
t preven
't really, sir, need to ask. I've
me head, and his eyes sparkled. It was plain that Mr. Morrison's catechising mann
mprudent match of
er-ho
before him. His head hung in meditation. And every now and then he looked to
drawings-'I've known most of the men who painted them, and I've assisted a very great many of them. Those pictures-most of them-represent loans, sir!-loans at times of difficulty, which I was proud to make'-Mr. Morrison struck his hand on the table-'yes, proud-beca
s lip could not restrain escaped the notice of his companion. 'And so, you see, I'm only following out an old custom when I say, I believe in you, Fenwick!-I believe in your abilities-I'
,' said the paint
nds. And what
her shelter, and the child. And of
ity? How, John, in plain words
ne benevolently on the artist-his mouth was all sensibility. Whereas, for a moment, there had been something of th
k hesi
or this portrait?' He nodded towards t
Bella dislikes it so. I shan't be able to h
n drew himse
sign of assent. 'Well, I could run up to your place-to Bartonbury-and paint those in the winter, when I come to see m
ter not promise to repay me in cash. It'll be a mi
ntic subject-medium size, by the end of the year, or make you copies-you said you want
d-temperedly. He tou
ying on t
n he was a young man, Baron Schack, it appears, paid him one hundred pounds a year, for all hi
ison was not looking at him, or he w
uess living in London's dearer now than living in Italy
know all abo
e. However'-Fenwick ros
ggressive. Nothing of the suppliant, in ton
d, lifting his delicate eyebrows a
he window. He looked out upon a Westmoreland valley in the first flush of spring; but he saw nothing. His
lding it. He was tall, a little round-shouldered, with a large, broad-browed head, covered with brown, straggling hair; eyes, glancing and darkish, full of force, of excitement even, c
ule, than sympathetic; and the hands, which were large and yet slender,
d on his heel and looked at
s-and I'll be bound he got them for nothing. He'll try
Morrison had been for years a bank-clerk in Birmingham before his appointment to the post he now held. A group of Midland artists, whose work had become famous, and costly in proportion,
then, pointing him to a chair at the table, he dictated a form of IOU, specifying that
mering out his thanks. 'That's been my nature all my life, I tell you-to help the lame dogs-ask
e that vainly endeavoured t
o the editors of the illustrated papers and show them some things. I shall attend some l
omentary wrinkling o
, if I were you, Fenwick. But pai
ideas,' said Fenwick,
earned a right
of the Pre-Raphaelites with the truth and drawing of the
d his companion
ck, you won't fail f
reddened, then
e English Romantic school have no more future, unless they absorb French drawing and
e with which Fenwick spoke had never yet shown themselves so plain
st work in the world?' said th
k hesi
se. Then, suddenly raising his head, he added, 'And if
son l
nd now what will Mrs
himself of the envelope, and buttone
tely. What shall I do with this picture?
said Morrison, in a tone of good-humour. 'You've got a lot of worldl
king sharply for a moment into the picture-which was a strong, ugly thing, with some passages of remarkable technique-he put it aside, savi
to you!' he said, h
ung fellow, the vivacity of the ey
redoubled urbanity. 'It's my way
eek. I'll come a
ale. On either side of the stream, wooded or craggy fells, gashed with stone-quarries, accompanied the windings of the water, now leaving room for a scanty field or two, and now hemming in the river with close-piled rock and tree. Before him rose a white Westmoreland farm, with its gabled porch and moss-grown roof, its traditional yews and sycamores; while to his left, and above the f
of light and shade which filled the valley-a pleasure involuntary, physical, automatic, depending on certain del
her different-foreman, a clerk, perhaps, in his uncle's upholstery business at Darlington, a ticket-collector on the line-anything! He could always earn his own living and Phoebe's. There
thought him a conceit
ing, he thought of his father and mother, and of his childhood in the little Kendal s
o keep the peace between him and his irritable old father. He remembered her death-and those pictorial effects in the white-sheeted room-effects of light and shadow-of flowers-of the grey head uplifted; he remembe
d been a trouble to him; though, as he well knew, he had done nothing supremely well. But Homer and Virgil had been unlocked for him; and in the school library he found Shakespeare and Chaucer, 'Morte d'Arthur' and 'Don Quixote,' fresh and endless material for his drawing, which nev
Gode, dat is fine!-dat is very nearly a good purple. Fenwick, my boy, mark me-you vill not find a good purple no-vere! Some-vere-in de depths of Japanese art-dere is a good purple. Dat I believe. But not in Europe. Ve Europeans are all tam fools. But I vill not svear!-no!-you onderstand, Fenwick; you haf never heard me svear?' And then a round oath,
he had learnt-the two going about arm-in-arm-Backhouse asking the questions according to a paper drawn up by John-'How many heads to the deltoid?'-and so on-over and over again-and with what an eagerness, what an ardour!-till the brain was bursting and the hand quivering with new knowledge-and the power to use it. Then Leonardo's 'Art of Painting' a
s who complained of the son's rudeness and inattention-attempts of relations to mediate between the two, and all the time his own burning belief in himself and passion to be free. And at last a tim
his sore ambitions-but for those long walks and talks, in which she had been to him first the mere recipient of his dreams and egotisms, and then-since sh
last a couple of portrait commissions from a big house near Kendal clinched the matter. A hurried marriage had been followed by the usual parental thunders. And now they had five years to look back upon, years of love and struggle and discontent. By turning his hand to many things, Fenwick had just managed to keep the wolf from the door. H
d then. He knew that in some ways he had disappointed her; and there was gall in the thought. As to
at work on the endless studies for every part-fellow-students coming to look, Academicians, buyers; he heard himself haranguing, plunging headlong into ideas and theories, holding his own with the best of 'th
wn self-confidence, an
ood never
e had imagination-enough to show him what it is that makes the mere craftsman into the artist, enough to make him hunger night and day for knowledge, tra
own hands supporting him on either side; the maidens of Achilles washing the dead and gory body of Hector in the dark background of the hut, while in front swift-foot Achilles holds old Priam in talk till the sad offices are over, and the father may be permitted to behold his son; Arthur and Sir Bedivere beside the lake; Crusaders riding to battle-the gleam of their harness-the arched necks of their steeds-the glory of their banner
he physical action released the brain from the tyranny of the forms which held it. Gradually they passed away. He began to breathe more quietly, and, si
t he might do well in London, might make a name for himself, and leave his mark on English art. This was