A love for the dead

never made under regular circumstances. I guess that one would typically understand where

o such a love which blinded not only my vision, but also my heart. It conquered

you to use not as a piece of entertainment, rather to warn you of what is there within the darkness. The depression and misery which pose as a

I got married to the love of my life, Nadia. She was everything that i wanted to h

ment of disparity for the longest time. Our dating life consisted of fun and smiles - and i wanted that as a permanent aspect of my life, so i did the logical thing a

sly mentioned, love is dangerous and it is blinding. Your mind is screaming at you to run the other way and save yourself fr

t the time, and followed my heart. Nadia did not pose to be anything dangerous, or someone that would brin

in together for the first time. We were a fresh couple, and people would come

helpful to us, and they did make life a lot easier to deal with. There was one neighbor in pa

and was always help anyone and everything that needed his help at all times. Christina was the life o

or such a tragedy to occur, when our lives seem

This date makes it easier to remember exactly when it happened - not like i would be able to forget it anyway. October 24th 2022. T

as fresh, and the sound of children playing were there for the world to hear. Birds c

t, which i remembered the ice - cream that i had taken out for desert that morning, and it must have fully melted by them - so i

e, but also every other emotion stripped away from me in an instant. My body became numb, and i lost all feeling in my knees, and fell to the gro

ong - and they rushed over. They also bared witness to what was on d

e. Only for now to be her hung of the ceiling. Everyone was just as frozen as i was, but i managed to find my feet, and keep my composure. I walked over to her, and saw that

i was sure i was in, to finally end. It had to be fake, or some sick prank - but it got pretty real once the sirens of the

that there was more to read, but i did not

so fast. In life, we are so focused on planning on a future, that you do not even

verything to restore her life to her, but even

we did all we can do. We ar

se its logic and accept that she is gone - but allowed my heart to run li

o be suicide. However, there was this feeling inside of me - which was larg

to me, for something that i had done in my past, or so

house to pay their respects for the loss of Nadia, it became ridi

Nadia's friends from Uni, her co - workers, and some extended family. Each of them saying th

them to leave me alone to have a moment in privacy. They agreed, thinking that it was for me to process her loss, but as we have already

derstand that it was indeed not for me to accept,

ver caught me. Nadia's death is a tragedy to us all, but you should not despair much longer - for your concerns will be lifted in due time. For now, however, you need to find me. This will be the most challenging part of your life, because this is no child's play. There is no time limit which restricts you, so do wha

d may you find what

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letter did say that i could do anything to find the killer, and i was going to do just that. I did not care for betrayal, or if they labeled it suicide - i knew N

ain, each in our own way. Her parents had lost a daughter, Ben and Christina had lost a neighbor, but i had lost a partner. I had lost a lover, a friend. I had lost my comfort and my home. That has got to be the mos

but my mind was focused elsewhere. Once i got out of th

p - why did you wan

n dude - che

ad through the words, his facial expressions changed and becomes increasingly stressed. It

t he had just consumed. It was clearly a lot to digest - for any

him, his first words were a question, in

did you get th

's jacket when we fo

ave you had this - and more

. The note warns to expect betrayal from your closet

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origin of this note, but were shortly disturbed by my father summoning us for dinner. We were all

of thoughts that we had flooding our minds. Granted each of us had our

late some sort of an explanation to what he had just learned. Unfortunately, i could not

air needed to be fresh, and i needed some space to try and finally have the silence a

that we ever so desperately cling onto. That silence, however, was once again disturbed b

station, and try to run some finger print identification on the letter. Ma

business. It is worth a shot i guess, but i do not want to be wasting the re

n it through the software and the lab. I

ctive at the police departme

- but instead we choice to ride the wave. Nothing else mattered to me anymore, and all that did matter was that we find her killer. The end of the Earth wa

e time - nothing else made sense. I needed to continue my life, going about my business without raising suspicion. Obviously, people would come to the ridiculous conclusion that i have finally lost it - but the

ed disparity into delight. The one person who shifted sadness into celebration. She always knew what to say, and when to say it - but now it was time i learnt to live without her, because verily she was gone. However, she might be dead to the world, but in my heart will she forever li