Vanilla
lly always
hen I was little, just like it
ried my best t
ing as she said "Vanessa. I want you to understand that this place, is your onl
since all this seriousness was really
ssa" Then she sighed "Look. They a
yebrow, confu
y, shaking her head as she holds me tig
ary as h
bloodshot at tha
ucifix that I've had ever since I was born, I place
I never knew I had, to complete strangers who she heard rumours about was weir
use I don't exp
ne person spoke, it got one acting like Shrek because Donkey wouldn't stop singing an
I'd find better
I note
re. All
nd me why I'm here
e cu
them there, even though I can make
erson that is curre
t
f them is rela
everywhere but me. Chocolate is talking to Pale boy, his eyes only blinkin
stares, and he doesn't need to say it, d
ying 'I
nil
m, letting out a small breath as I wave
chin on his hands "I see Mel's stuck to you, and yes, m
the head of the table and sitting, not looking at me and I do the same to t
h
ot the one at the other end of the table then I walk over to it and sit
table, trying not to look at them before I hear a v
ticing that her hair is still in the bun, but her face looks spotless, like sh
s away from me "N
that for some reason wants her to smil
tting as she reaches out for Mel, as if studying his face the
aving all gone as he says, no single stutter in
y disappointed "I shoul
king his head "He
want to
ay he pauses, looking at me and t
her face before Coco adds "Mel is the one
ing at Caramel who has a surprised look
ces a hand on his. The action seems to make him stop breathing as
ver thought possible as he says deadly
is eyes panicking now "
as he stands, making Caramel jerk, and
at his look alike, his mouth open like words were f
on her face as Coco keeps staring at his brother with a rage filled face
a
h
, so am I but Chocolate just puts some food on his plate and beg
eyes on him, he pauses "Can I not feel fo
oing the same before C
ing, but somehow, you can hear his voice which send shivers throug
im, a smile on hi
smile leaving Chocolate's face, a frown replacing
ge" Doc
whoever it was that disturbed him before h
t she did, but he began looking at
kw
oo much and primarily because I'm crazily hungry. Not even sure
all
t of me, noticing that the Doctor was the one wh
d I say th
eyes shining as
O
r face poised "Would you tell us h
messed up' but I notice how Caramel is pleading at me with his eyes
st looks
n down, looking at them "Wel
" Coco asks, c
es the n
" I ask "You don't know Gr
erson?" Caram
for a small smile to crawl out but everyone
s sm
he Sister's are terrible cooks and this food looks like it's gonna swallow my spoon then me but hey, I gotta be grat
is coming up, never thought I'd m
in my mouth as I moan "This tastes s
swers, grinning "Chocolate p
th as I look at the twin "You did this? You have t
his eyes "I can'
ing at him "Y
is head "He either puts too m
ointment "At least one th
ake years before you can do
least I can make cereal that
common pe
t I can
uing about cereal?" Cream w
him there "Stay out
tely "Ha! That's be
me now "You n
ok back at the pudding as I say to it "But you're really
"They get cute na
so that I don't talk but Chocolate
my throat with a full glass of water so that I ca
co has a face of pure disbelief as I quickly add "
n he's
ning to notice the similarities betw
answers "He once aske
at him
s. He actually like
olate "Is that normal? Sho
okay. Some screws are gon
ace a bit red with tears on his cheeks as he looks at me
empty bowl "Plus, I just got here. I didn't wan
nil
s place. Here, we do not discriminate. There are no rules that bind you on how to act, even
except Mel. He's just stuck with the fact that he's
he's looking at his foo
at him "And we
d holy shit. You said more than two sentences. I could kiss you but w
?" I
one freezes, except Coco,
his face "Are yo
Cream replie
ow why. The law is everywhere. Kinda just escaped from
ctor says, her eyes going to Coco "Even t
re she turns to me and says "N
t's you choose what we get to do on Saturday night" Caramel co
les at him "
ean, I know the policy is there and all, an
"I thought it'd be Cream,
ther way to get Cream talking, and tha
very demented thought c
uddenly continues "Because I swear, I'm tired of
"There's nothing wron
low you on every ride because you get s
in right now with how red he's g
baby, signs of you
'm n
oo sug
laughing at some things they say with Cream joini
same as well "It's alright Vanilla. Alex wil
etely repulsed "What
at there's something he knows about me whic
king up the stairs when I hear Coco
es it h
wonder she ne
Doctor laughs, her hand gently leading me up the
ling under my breath
ey
at she's looking at me as well before I r
s
actually did t
ll she had to say was my nails are p
er
painted door, as I n
dark brown one. Then on another c
ing another door exce
open and gives me a nod to go in, and when I d
he door "I bet your dream ro
at her "This is exactl
on them, everything around the place is also yellow which might have freaked some people out e
not. Your name reflects your room. Vanilla is a brigh
name, is that
gs because that's what they wish. You can't change what you've done before, you can only try to make y
y arms "It's cool. I've ac
d expected that before I say "S
ogize dear.
I ask "Asking my questions about
you we do not di
be sure that you know why I got kicked out
nil
eeks are puffed before I blow
w" She
ich contrasts loudly with how Mothe
he scar from t
aid something abou
no
fortable with. I just want you to know that you're safe here, and whenever you need to talk, I'm just a floor away, or maybe a call away
Why would anyone welcome me because I'm n
d maybe a little bit crazy
g my face "I know you do not
e still on her face "I on
e here for a while and it's y
don't have to, of course, but I'd like it if you do. Tomorrow I shall come and take you to
she says nothing else "No scrubbing
of that. That's
ing I can do without messin
nil
es
r, or Doc, or anything
gain "Yes Ma'
omehow always smiling, because even if it's
loved" then turns around and begins to walk ba
r w
Din
ut before I can ask, she's gone