Killing Hope

tend to drown myself in that pill. But today, I don't want to take it. This is new to me. I love my pills, my drinking nights and my drowning in self-hate. Thus today, I don't feel like anything of

swallow it. This will get me through the next few days.

for your future. But here I am! Standing in the line full of wanna-be journalists

icipating in life was slowly growing. It scared me. I didn't want to be normal. But at the same time I wanted it so bad!

e grabbed my attention. "Excuse me? Are you trying to tell me that you wont hire me due to having tits

s enough for me. I stepped in. "Kindly tell me what the sales firm presents in your firm. " Glaring down at the officer, I took the red girls hand like I had known her for ages. He didn't answer. But his attention was fully on the situation now. Good! "In your sales book you state, that being gender-acceptant is one of your main attributes, but if this isn't the case, my fr

had any chance getting that position without you!" I smiled back. "Nice to meet you too. I'm Nina." "You know what Nina? You and I are going to be new best friends.!" Catching me off guard she pulled me into a warm hug. I wasn't used to such physical touch but her hug felt good. Friendly. She pulled away. "Let me take you out for a cup of coffee. I know the best shop in town.!" "I'm all in. Just be

out... Well... there was not much to tell except for the dark parts of my life! Thus I was enjoying myself. I just got distracted now and then. I wasn't outside in the crowded part of our small

st... its nothing." A wide smile cam across her face while I could go up in flames, so red was my face.. "So it is Mr. Sec

lood dripping and broken bones sounding voice spoke up from behind me. Wait... I knew that voice. I turned around. And there he was. More beautiful than ever. He wore lose jeans and a white shirt. sexy. My eyes wandered and wandered, thinking about touching those muscled arms and... stop! Since when was I thinking like this about men? And for how long did I stare at him? He chuckled when I didn't answer.

" I only nodded, to overwhelmed by the situation and his smell. His smell? "I have to leave. But well see each other soon." I turned my face. Was he going already? But before he left he took my hand and placed something in it. My whole body burned with satisfaction. I opened my palm. When he was gone, Tess shrieked