Loyal Love (kaisoo)

you actually fall i

ven wait around the comer until his class was over so I could see him walking out with that stupid half smirk of his. I mean I was staring at him

walking out of his classroom .my books squeezed

ldn't help but wonder about the things he s

when they suddenl

never ca

and somehow tried to move away but I just froze

t n

y shadow from the wardrobe would disappear when he closes his eyes .I don't have to worry about that.

unately one of those idiots just had to hit me with his shoulder, causing m

thin air at that point .but un

I swallowed as I he

my books. when Jongin appeared besi

k " his chuckle at the end somehow made me smile .an

e others already

ou

handed me the re

owered my head a little holding onto t

nds called from the oth

felt like just running away .Jongin just made me feel so anxious at

tupid stuuupid stupid me didn't l

th

up

d

u

I could descri

front of me helplessly watching me as I had my head layi

o dumb !" I whined n

stroke over my h

called me ! and what did I do ?

now that beak and Yixing

the diner door rang, and

ound rubbed my eyes

wanted to forget Jongin I don't eve

wait until the ball as they both are already .. practically a couple it's so obvi

opped talking once I realized that it was xiumin ,

ckled. I questioned myself more times how he could

na who was sitting in the middle chewing her gum spoke .and it annoyed

ows me her beautifu

pussy and more than im

f thankful .sehun never really had a loud voice when they insult . he only gets

e glasses and handing Yixing the paper with the meals t

od .I did notice how beck kept looking at me without begging m

i

e door to the diner . beak had left a while ago I as

p .it was weekend which meant a whole weekend wit

id key back out . aggressivly I started

soo cal

led slowly as the key f

orry..

n't agree more. it's actually pretty weird .I me

way when Yixing stopped me by grabbing my upp

ath "you can't start beati

djusting my glasses as I fel

beating

over my head I put

med have lost all his words " you know that beak and I we

hear more to know what was

really I'm not that desired" I off

you to

eturned

you to

away to walk away

owly rubbed my forearm rembering th

en I wasn't really that motivated to w

ungs

d be called as soon a

always ca

already saw that ev

firstly look for food in the fridge .I would make breakfast and lunch f

ng .we can't eat the food of the diner though since my stepfather is very strict about that .beak said that he wo

ungs

inside taking my shoes off as

ng room to see my stepfather

s si

the weekdays" shit .. he did say that how could I have

sorry I

look at me .I knew this was trouble a

nner .also the washing maschine is broken so you'll do the washing outside again and the fridge looks almost em

in my eyes .why was I so stupid

ok his first steps towards the door .walking p

s disappearing upstairs. and I released

ath and inserted one headphone .keeping the other fr

pty packages of chips and gum .stuffing them all in 2 different bags. before I took all the dirty plates from the couch and the table laying them d

ables , the tv .the cabinet

enough as I glanced at

dinner for Eunji .why did I clean the living roo

er. I took a look into the fridge debating on what I should cook with the

obably not go and get aggressiv or run to him and tell him

shed the old plates. as my t

a long time since I last got p

d I looked behind me to see Eunji enter .s

ht ramen was ok " I stopped the cooker and took a fres

I was about to fill her

she asked looking u

it was already quarter to 12 p

you

ll her that ? she would probably say I should eat with her but I don'

kitc

m (up- &

up- &

hich is probably go

ungs

eah don't worry " forcing a smile I turned back

emed to have finished eating as she ga

voice and it made me swallow. I never liked pity .it made me feel weak .people say

almost d

she took .she seemed to believ

e plates and mobbed th

am

r opens at

d to get up at least at 4 considering the walk I have to take t

allway downstairs and the ba

I sweeped the halls upstairs .and deservedly removed the puke and dirt in the bathroom .ove

the clothes outside

so muc

was already 3 am which mean

actually wasn't even that small I mean I couldn't stand in there yeah but I could still lay

bathroom brushing my teeth. yeah I was still hungry but just thinki

closed my eyes tightly after tak

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