Until I Met You

ce of work as I enjoy writing it. This is first draft and it's currently un

♥

VE SINNED. I HA

everything. Do you know that feeling of wanting something badly and then your b

The priest's voice comes

from. I remembered my tiny little self and my famil

ays ea

me. We were at the dinning room eating cause dad decided to make a family dinner to celebrate m

even the media. Father hated it. He's a deacon in our parish and he's really respected. We've lived our life in truth and fear of God. I think th

hool but I care not. Leslie was a little normal , because she sort of had admirer

n this house. I'm glad you kept your vir

e if you can qualify bei

good step and I'm happy she's fin

he likes boys and always wanna dress fancy. Dad sees her as a bad egg and h

e evening was really exciting because my p

rior who announced I'll be taking my vows the following day. I've spent almost two and

y best friend. We've been friends since elementa

p Ar

ne. How

sort of missed my best fr

she said I'm taking my vows tomorrow. Hop

becoming a sister in church." I smiled and stared at my reflection in the mirror. My paren

back fro

m in the s

se and possibly spend few hours bef

you." I nodded to n

h on him in junior year but i made sure I didn't tell him. We were always together and we both won homecoming. I love that night , that was the night he told me

d everything about me. And when Freddie told me he liked her , i hated her more. I cried that day at school's bathroom and cursed h

I discovered I was supposed to be a sister , not getting angry at my best friend because he di

me once I reached his apartment. I've

Freddie. How long

." I chuckle

offered and I nodd

hould I

be wa

t's the kitchen. My eyes glanced at the TV set and everything around his a

motioned to me givin

told him and g

you, you look more beautiful Ariel. It hurts a l

ve always want

l, you've always wanted to go to college and then

re's he trying to dive to? I think we all have

asked him and drop the gl

ed." Are you done drinking

n. I felt a bit dizzy. I drop back the water

you

y. I'm good." No I'm not good. My

hat is happening to me? He stood up from his chair and sat close to m

y, Ariel?" He asked with

I wanted to yell at him but my

madness and let me love you Ariel." What! I wanted to move far away from him

at did you put

el." He smirked touching my lap through my habit. I wanted

hing me and I coul

've been friends since childhood. You can't take adv

" he yelled and th

off the ground and kissed me roughly. I fought , I cried , I pleaded but nothing

ssed and slapped me. He aggressively pushed me

his way with me. I couldn't move. I lay still on the couch and cried , b

othing at me. I turn to look at him and sob. Why hi

t to be your boyfriend." He's n

e couch to pick up the remains of my habit which

nted to yell at him , cursed him, hit him, but I wasn't that s

al. I'm not leaving you.

y. You raped me. Abused me and took advantage of our friendship. God's gonna judg

trusted him. I tapped my wheel endlessly and cried. What's my life gonna be like. With tears still in my eyes, I ignite the engine and drive out of

and collapsed

could see faces smiling at me. I sit up at once

ooed beside me

I resume c

been sleeping since yesterday and mother superior had bee

I'm supposed to tell them I got raped. What wi

smile on my mom's face disappea

bring myself to explain. I feel l

Mom yelled and her anger

ng to you. Who rape

red

's Fr

issue , who'

riend. We've been frie

le friend since highschool and w

nd? Your dirty little boyfriend that you've

o... it's

end and then have sex with him , you're here telling us nonsense. Wha

the family's favorite. I remembered it was when I told my parents I wanted to be a nun after high

having you. Get ready to explain to the church how come you were raped wh

r sins you dirty little w

ad.

n't ever call

erything but I wasn't ready to take it to heart. I stood before the Pope and i really couldn't say anything. The

rnication and you lied that you were raped. You're expe

hould l