Resisting Xavier

tequila welcoming the burnin

landering with one of his much younger Mistress, a snobby little girl

mbarrassment, the shame, and social death that could cause both his mom, his little sister who still id

, there was nothing childlike in getting starved for six days straight because he Expressed inter

she tries to defend you when he hits you, There was nothing childlike in learning how to speak fluently in 1

kind, completely selfless in fact for him Christmas was whenever he was allowed to go spend some time with both his grandma and Pa

Nonna usually ge

t by his grandfather, A story they had told countless times w

ke shit especially from his father. She was tough and was nothing like his timid soft-spoke

is inadequacies. Missed birthdays, missed graduation parties, his mothe

ramp and gold digger he had picked on the way rather than spend it with his family, how she still lives with a m

t was nothing compared to being with Nonna and G

agic death, Nonna had died of Cancer and Grandpa had followed months after. His mom had said th

at fantasy and how he had longed to find someone that made him belong, that compl

se to make the Salvador Inc grow in strength, a vow that strengthened with each year that

nsibility he was currently shouldering

ittle boy who thought his father wanted the best for him, Go back to the time when he idolized him not knowing that the man

youthful years as Xavier remembered in distaste how many times he had walked into a compromising scene

vier knew that his latest public misconduct was

ot in his mouth hitting the glass agains

having please." A little un

ery spectacular, unsure yet determined cof

the barstool next to him as the bar

ed stilettos that made her long legs endless as he couldn't help but imagin

t was about consuming him. She was gorgeous but not in the socialite frigid manner h

e place quite often especially when he wants to blow off some steam and knew her face was not a f

like the one-night stand type of girl and on a normal day, a girl with the

quila, her mouth set in a tight line confirming it was the first time she was t

stuff dog piss?" She asked staring

an he hasn't known for more than 5 minutes despite the murderous intent he harbored against

ered blatantly c

red not able to help himself at the way her eyes

fuck alone, she was hot and unbelievably adorable at the same time, a very lethal combination she wasn't aware sh

ct every sound, he caught that movement gathering she wasn't quite comfortable in her skin-tight gown that was cur

nce he prided himself as a man with loads of self-control, he h

at was how composed he could be and it shocked him how one

ook that always scared people off, A formula

nd her eyes glinted with curiosity shocking him,

asked her expression

guard down and had not thought of the

to was almost impossible, the media was always in his business which was not by choice but Xavier h

she could be a rep

suspiciously asked trying to

e sexy sound like

ke you want to crush it," she commented making hi

ged and d

e shots of this..." she stopped her face contorted in disgust as she struggled for the righ

genuinely shocked while he reveled in how carefree her voice sounded, it was not refined or

what they wanted to say without trying to make an i

friendship, almost everyone that hung out wi

two with during fundraisers and classical ball were always wearing big smiles for his benefit and bending backward trying to plea

ir make-believe perfect life sipping champagne, pretending to care while th

ng a stranger bulldoze her way into walls he has spent years building, he did

out, desperate to put enough distance between himself and this gorge