Chasing Broken Desires

Jenna...Breathe...

waiting for this day for years. This is the day that dre

a dreamy and voluminous tulle skirt that gorgeously flares out underneath. My porcelain skin is composed to perfection, a

my wed

This is more than just the wedding jitters, more than just cold feet. Every part of my being tells me that I d

eved that we were destined to be together forever. So straight from college, we settled down, we got the white pi

has forgotten how to live a little. Fun does not fall under his goals, nor does the word spontaneous. He is boring to the core

I have fallen out of love with him, and to me, that means more than any ring

t marry

o get ou

ws, he might not even miss me when I am gone. All that I can scribble out of me is three wor

towards where I shall find my car. I pass a group of confused wedding guests and the entrance to the church. Brendan sees me running away, away from th

oks hurt and confused. My decision is made. I have to go. I put my car

sides, the reality of w

stic,

urself this time! Have you

What do you even do now? Have you thou

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sive wedding dress, a phone, and if

o. I am filling this tank, and where it runs out, that is where I am going to s

d, I enter the small shop. The store clerk near

points at my wedding dress. "You r

ike running

hat did the man do

re adventure in my life. I need to feel that

e counter speaks again. "I hope you f

ment, "You might want to get ri

have been great if I grabbed m

ll head in. It's decided, I will head south. With the top down and my hair blowing in the wind, I p

ve done; I have abandoned my fiance at the altar, left my old

and put the sound

ost in the game. Oh baby, baby. Oops, you think I'm in

ome parts are, well, boring. It's beautiful and yet scary. This is where I want to be

make the right choice, or did I act in haste? But th

tank, it is starting to run low. A slight hint of panic, set in

am starting

seen so much r

to find another station. I nervously start to giggl

orite song

oud and sing at t

omplete standstill. Perfect, I am really in the middle of n

ect,

s road will see an

he closest

animals here that woul

g to sleep

I going to d

ith my feet in the air and the music still loud. I sing as loud as I can t

my hair. The sound of my voice echoing across the fields. Then I o

from?! You should no