Love in the Shadows

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e used food to celebrate everything that happens in a person's life. Maybe that's why I am so big. I would taste e

me. I should be happy right? Wrong! I have an amazing family that loves me and supports me with everything I do. They al

bad about me. So why am I so down on myself? I'm not even single either. I have an amazing boyfriend. He's a

his fans can be cruel. I didn't realize models even had fans. He then said the media would go after me. I don't kn

n is because he is embarrassed by me. He claims he loves me, but I know it's not true. If he did he wouldn't hide me away. He is just having a little

I am his dirty little secret. I mostly feel like I am doing something wrong. I don't like sneaking around with the man t

always wants to keep me in the shadows. Family is everything to me. Having such a sexy boyfriend be ashamed of you to the point that he

n't know what to do anymore. I just feel like this relationship is bringing me down. I cry more tha

of me in here. It looks like a bachelor pad. This is his home no one ever comes here yet he still d

e a key to his place. I took it as a sign of how committed he was to me. A sign that things were going t

my life on a man that doesn't give a crap about me. Changes needed to be

t need to make a clean break. I think that would be for the best. I decided to sit down and make a pro's and

ld me she knew something was going on with me. She didn't make any judgements just listened.

hat no matter what I decided to do she would help me in any way I needed her too. Talking to

n the most to me. I thought about what I needed to do and finally came up wit