Love in the Shadows

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odeling gigs. I just couldn't wait to be home and have a few weeks off or more if I did what I

way I looked. Besides I was sick of all the attention. I was sick of being put down for the type of women I liked. See I am

t something magnificent about a woman that owned her curves and loved her body. Don't ge

bloids. Truth be told I was just done with the spotlight. I mean who was anyone to judg

I was just tired. I wanted to just be more than what I was now. I have a great girl named CeeCee in my life and I reall

s that CeeCee encourages me to go after my dreams. She's unlike any other woman I have ever met befor

ause I wanted to protect her. I was so badly wanted this to work. I was scared she would leave me like all the rest befo

yet, but I did give her my key, so she could come and go as she pleases. I wish she would just move in. She said she was coming

ith. I wasn't looking for anyone when she found me. I thought she was amazing right away.

earn her trust. I had to prove myself to her. She still asks me on a daily basis what I see

mething. It's really not like that. I have never cheated on anyone and I never w

of all her doubts. I know this isn't your normal very day type of relationship. I have be

show her that I am so thankful she has stuck with me. Part of the reason I was walking away from modeling is

hoped she would be happy about it. I don't want her to be upset. She always tells me she doesn't want me g

her family's restaurant but one day hopes to open her own. I want to encourage her to

his plane because there was some delay in us being able to exit the plane. It was if someone was trying to keep me away from m