ts rightful place, Eunae found herself still crouched in the c

ing into irreparable pieces remembering the news she received earlier on that stabbed

she had made; actions she had done; opportunities she did not take; feelings she had supp

d not help

how lov

ft within you? To lose yourself somewhere along the p

om you and leave you with nothing, but bei

to break all y

eved in? To make you feel numb and be dumb enough t

osing your ears from all the spiteful sounds that certainly break you l

parts of love

upposed to

nes, in every single cavity there was in your body?

eyes open as your endless nightmares,

eat yourself up every single

upposed to b

To suppress every other emotion rising in your heart in front o

self-esteem, to your self-preservation, to your h

and deceive the people around you that e

f your throat, the sweating of your eyes, and the brea

hat it rea

nding suffering, desolati

erhaps, lov

th, and right there and then, allowed the impending tears she

ed her cheeks. Her body shaking uncontrollably as loud so

heart exploded all at once. She felt her throat burn and her stomach twinge horrendously with the

sappear; to run

e this place-every

r lifeline-as if they were comrades, she wished she had. She had no one

Her soul swearing not to ever love nor to be loved if all it meant was hav

ground. Her knees brought to her chest like a fearful child, her hair

d her whole. Until sleep took her in its arms, saving her from

oment, she