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the middle, but it's the only thing
it in my hands and splash my face, but the chi
and b
oops in my head
ike I can wipe his words off my skin. My reflection stare
underneath the cheap lavender soap of the bathroom
e door. I need Tinsley. I need Brooke. I need to get o
d hits me like a physical blow. Neon lights, spilled
old, needing to ground myself. I'm lifting it to my lips, tr
a runs over my knuc
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carefully. Pronouncing every syllable like he's counting the
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anywhere with
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e. His hand drops to my lower back. Fingers dig just enough to steady
look at the wet patch
ps mine. Beer splashes my other arm. I don't look down. I'm too busy
are we
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sounds personally upset. And I keep thinking, if he's this worked up, it means
rling in brown strips. Wet wool from winter coats. Fryer grease clinging
ildew. The door clicks shut. The bass disappears
nk my wrist back. "You think
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let Jonah put his hands all over you,
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dn't st
ly rocks. "You have a girl
y eyes. Those nails digging little half-moons into his c
the shelf beside my ear like the answer might be printed
is about Jonah, about the bar, about territory. But he can't hold my gaze
ted thinking about me, neither of us c
are you
n't k
move. I don't. Soap
doing a
voice drop
isse
. The other grips my hip through my jeans. I make a sound
Not grabbing. Mapping. His lips part against mine, jus
audible. Rough. "You taste
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ays. His hand
't w
ok at me
e wh
supposed t
to mine. Half a sec
a plastic bucket. It clatters aga
A thin taste of blood lingers
e shelf metal until the skin over his knuckles stretches white. Pine resin and cold stone pour off h
restraint vibrating off him.
ehow worse tha
re his hand gripped my hip.
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harp. A
e doesn't fix his shirt. He fixes mine. Pulls my
Slips out before I
ooking everywhere for you. Wha
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eps. F
something inside is pressing outward. Something changing. The bleach is making my head
ate. The one that m
d him t
phone. Flashl
washing machine shoved in the corner. A crescent of dried detergent
my e
the door. That's what I think first. The WOLVES sig
e surface. It's inside. Behi
oming f
e hits concrete. Screen lights up
rd the weak glow. Search for another flash.
same brown they've be
th
hree men. I could blame the scent, the heat
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