ia'
mouth, but n
patient, as though he had all the time in the world-or h
he hall waited beneath the
t," I wh
e words carried, but the elder nodded as t
it is
that, I wa
surprised, others pleased, while still others seemed to be weighing what the
ng the Cress family had done to me; it was simply how my life had always b
to blame, which only m
rned to m
I followed because following was what I knew how to
uards stood at every corner, watching me pass while I kept my head down and my shoulders d
ad spent too long learning how to disappea
the same distance all the way: him ahead, me three steps behind,
im was larger than any I
A fire cast orange light across the stone floor, but the bare walls remained dark
than me stood against the opposite wall. Everything looked expensive, from the furs on
stood on a
to have known cold or hunger or the weight of a raised hand. I
that door," Kaelen said,
he
door with warm water beyond it, and a man who had walk
l wearing my white gown, now of
heavier: a tiredness that had settled deep into my bones. I was tired of
arm. Someone had prepared it during the ceremony, thinking ahea
prepared anythin
ped around me like a blanket, and I closed my eyes, all
nd familiar against my skin, the charm was the one con
voice retu
mour charm before you
I could wait. After fifteen years,
silence, I wanted a moment that belonged only to me, a chance to feel like m
the chain
fifteen years, I rem
. The small stone at its center, however, looked dimmer than I remembered, as thoug
head, faint and distant, sounding almost disapp
nly a trick of the light, and
into the water an
her skin soft, and her lips looked made for smiling, even though I had forgotten how. As the water t
ul, and I alw
ead of the dull, rough appearance the charm had shown the world for fifte
ther had given me, then
recogniz
g in warm water, with a white gown that did not smell of potatoes and old wood. Perhaps s
t. It was mine, proof that I was still here, still alive; that w
aughter had become. I hoped she was proud of me and that she was safe, but more th
fifteen years of gray water and locked doors-had been for nothin
live the way a drown
looked like hers; it could not be ignored, could not pass unnoticed. If Celeste and Vivienne had s
ld have
like them, beauty was not
freer, as though I had been holding my breath for fift
he smell of Cresswood: grease, old wood, cold, and years. Watching it
ckless moment, I l
g knocked ove
urled into the air. My hand flew to my throat, s
mour wa
only rule I had been given-the rule that had ke
to have stopped moving, even breathing, somewhere in the dark of hi
water at the trembling reflection of a face no
beyond the ripples of my own
l, it stood i
longer than I knew, and whatever I did next
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