ia'
talking drew attention, and attention brought pain; I had learned to feel safer without either.
er. Before I noticed anything else, a soft, green scent r
end
ugh the pack grounds and the scent of soap drifted from beneath a tarp. Until
water, the scent, the
an said. "I will p
to my collar
id not quite look like pity. Perhaps it was recognition, as
she said, her voice steady and unhurried. "I do not
s necklace against my skin. The silver chain was cold and familiar, the o
id a white gown on the bed, the
ent to myself. They looked at me when something needed scrubbing or
the heat reached my skin-not from p
hat the cold never allowed to heal. My muscles loosened one by one, like knots
moment, I forg
n's wife. I would belong to a stranger, and however
mple, nothing like Celeste's elaborate layers of silk and lace, which p
the first thing I had worn that was neith
in long, slow strokes. She asked nothing about my
ready,"
e stared back, with dull eyes and brown hair that still looked life
charm continued to show the world
necklace ben
until my twent
eated that thought every morning when I woke and every night before I s
se last two days, I
y was brief
he purpose, as though no one had cared enough to make it beautiful. Torches burned in iron b
ere Kaelen's people: Shadowfang warriors and pack members who would be
ether to fear or dismiss. I wondered what they saw-the ugly servant girl, the
stood before them in a white gown tha
yes turned elsewhere. He was as still and balanced as a man at t
gments. His robes were old and heavy, embroidered with unfamiliar symbols, and a sacred flame burned i
in front of me to h
t clung to my hands no matter how hard I scrubbed. After fifteen years of that water and those raw knuck
it fel
n's hand b
for barely a second-warm, deliberate, and
had almost forgotten a touch could be gentle. I did not know whethe
tinued, but my though
d seen her face: streaked with ash, her eyes red as she
ld have
have dressed me and brushed my hair. She would have whispered, You are
alone, as I h
nd held back the tears. I would not give this hall, these
's next words
ilver coins will be transferred to th
mach d
away-for handing over the girl they had starved
e a warm meal without first making me scrub for it, and
livestock, a thin
g, pale fingers and smiling. She would call it compensation,
it to
and twelve: the day they put a pr
. The hall fell quiet, every wolf and every held breath
accept t
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