ction had a par
expected
ise and laughter every morning. The way her assigned duties waited for her exactly where she'd left them - the library books to be catalo
id th
through th
er stomach in public because she was learning, very quickly, that th
as ma
re
mana
-
l enough that she hop
worst, the nausea cresting before she'd fully woken, and she couldn't risk
rackers i
under her door two days after the annex vis
her loose
ved ca
now. Still nothing visible
elling her
ost bel
-
ning hall she
. Not even for t
uiet woman easier to overlook. Her absence, she was beginning
iced she w
she heard them
verlooked. She was not
e, and she was learni
-
ced on the
the moment
ing the mental calculations she ran constantly now: who was watching, which routes were emptiest
up at the w
he main building, talking to Mira and Liss. She was m
er eyes fo
ghter c
's eyes di
sharp
gnize as the opposite of careless - the look of a woman who had built
and something shift
wasn't quite
hing
ios
-
ooked aw
ept w
teps until she wa
she e
told herself. *She can't. There's
ide - not her stomach, never her s
heard Selene's
of those eyes on her back long
-
n to normal patter
smells were more manageable and she could eat enough to lo
lf walk the re
which wasn't often, but often enough tha
erforming
orming ordinary
very goo
had this much
-
rd them on
ndence files to the administrative annex off the main corridor - routine work, the
n she heard Selene's voice from the
ed. Not
had the particular skill of making q
a sto
e should ke
di
-
cise and unhurried. "Four days now. She leaves the main areas
ed." Mira's voice. "After t
did when she was working something through. "Embarrassed women mope. They cry in front of witnesses becaus
le
le has been calculating something since the
iss, this time. Dismissive.
er woman's cleanly. "More than once. The Solstice gathering. There were others.
self flat against
r ribs so hard she was c
't move. Don't b
ou saying?"
ng p
lower, more deliberate, the tone she used when she want
tecting something." Another pause. "She keeps her hand at her side - always
le
s voice, v
hink s
king calculations that had nothing to do with emotion. "And if I'm right, it changes everything. A r
e enga
Enough to complicate the succession. Enough to give Kael's father a reason to question the engagement.
to her stomach befor
ught h
d it
e body w
want us to do
nded simply. Wi
n who moved from *what do you think* to *what do you wan
quiet for
mo
w
I need you to watch where she goes, when she goes, who she spe
ga
blood w
new about the
a asked. "If she's a
e came back f
ing his child,
-
r was compl
and her heart in her throat and every rational thought she had diss
rid o
the
e
here for fi
e
movement inside the room - a different
ra m
e still murmuring instructions she could no longer make out because she was already turning the corner
self against th
brea
- grey, overcast, a winte
rid o
th hands again
en's voice: *This chi
e voice in the dark:
ainty and the two women in that room who would do exactly w
bout how much
mu
hat she was going t
ealized, was sud
-
go back to t
nt to h
osed th
th her hands in her lap and her mi
one prior
ving the r
aging th
pack that had never seen her as
prior
t o
ers confirmed what Sel
opped being a future plan
er hands again
you out," sh
ssible, world-chang
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