p on the c
and vast and scattered with stars - and the stone wall at her back and the
rld hadn't
t came
of
e. The crowd turni
sed her
the cold of the ground anchor her to something real. Then she pr
legs
re
-
't go ba
ough the dark paths behind the pack house. Past the training grounds. Past the old maple grove. Pas
il her legs st
usic from the ceremony
and stood in the dark and presse
came bac
ct the
from her stomach like th
oes tha
there for
gave her
-
self it was
ht it like all pack children were taught it, the biology of broken bonds. Diz
as all
ymp
eally had and her mind had produced a st
at for approxim
-
sicknes
s different. Physical and specific and arriving on a s
were th
the nausea before it crested. Some days she made it. Some days she was on
dry cr
er she couldn
erself it
t convinc
n the library, doing the work she always did, invi
cof
l pot someone had left on the
ad to grip the shelf with both hands and press
e for a long t
her stomach witho
led the
ready fully formed, sitting in the center of her mi
-
he pack heale
ren used for private consultations. Aurora had chosen midnight deliberately. She'd wai
ked thre
came o
oor o
ades keeping other people's secrets. She looked at Aurora in the doorway - took in the dar
ck without ask
in," s
-
was smal
examination table in the center of the room with a paper sheet Aurora sat o
t start?" M
nds. "The morning sickness. The smell s
was
eful. Precise. "You were at
es
ceremony - in
to her hands. "Seven weeks ago. There w
't need
ssion had alr
-
ination
the answer and was simply confirming it. She used the old methods - the on
d very
iling and kept her breathing even and told herself that
t three time
ure she beli
-
esults on the t
teppe
and looked at Aurora with an expression that was trying v
regnant,"
landed wit
ut so
in the warm air of the annex between two wome
didn'
ooking at
me out steadier than she'd expecte
." Maren paused. "Consistent
th Kael Draven
the room like so
said n
-
long enough to be
sat up
table and sat there, hands in her lap, a
gna
weeks
m her in front of two hundred wolves without a backward glance. Who was currently planning a future with a
r hands agains
e didn't pul
-
know," Maren
a loo
rds carefully - too carefully, the way people did w
w," Auro
arrying Alph
ow." Aurora's voice was fl
th no rank, no family, no-" She stopped herself. Took a breath. "Aurora. I'm telling you this because I wan
ng to do," Au
re were
omething with a
r hands, still presse
bout the voic
ct the
ase of those four words. The way he'd turned away before th
up in this pack. Claimed. Used. Raised to serve a blood
jaw
-
time," s
produced a glass bottle - pale green, stoppered with wax. "Take this. It will he
took th
both hands an
helping me?
quiet fo
tched what this pack does with things it decides are inconvenient." She held Aur
ra n
own from
bottle in he
d toward
-
ror
tu
surface. She hadn't touched them. She was just looking at them, with the expression of s
t came, was barel
d should n
looked
bout the voic
he kept pressing against her
g - and then she thought about what she was going to do
Aurora sa
ened t
d out int
-
back to her roo
ex in the cold and looked
egn
en w
the man who had
nd against her stom
came - low and sourceless and
ct the
she whisp
whatever ancient thing had de
kn
arted w
reat deal to
very mu
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