Love Me Then Destroy Me

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in a soft voice

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the hospital." "You

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nod. "Yes."

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hand but stops short of touching me, leaving

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the woman asks in a soft voice

my mouth

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all of a sudden, the room seemed bigg

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ing when he

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awake,"

in a way that is warm and fam

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quickly. "I didn't

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cover more of myself. I hold t

know me?

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he says

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prise. He turns his head away for a sec

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and the words come out shar

away. She tells him gently

s head too quick

n again. He keeps looki

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outside." "If you need a

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nd seem

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