The Photographer's Deceptive Lens
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one flaw? He was hilariously bad with a camera. Or so I thought, until a viral photo expos
secretly pregnant, he abandone
to demand I ship him my $15,000
e influencer shoots anyway
at alone in a clinic, h
d in the silent room. I wasn't
e the number for my lawyer was
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y Wal
built it from scratch, every stitch, every pose, every late-night edit. My husband, Austen, was the stable,
into the background," I sighed, adjus
ow furrowed in a caricature of concentration
d my shoulders. "It's blurry, Austen. It l
ing across his face. "Okay, maybe a little bl
nything other than abstract blobs when I needed a crisp shot for a brand deal. It was endearing, part
leaded, trying to angle my phone and capture t
m wrapping around my waist. "My job is to look hand
I' d learned to rely on my own team, my own skills. His clumsy attempts
ed through my feed. A candid shot of Austen and me, taken by a fan at a charity gala, had go
were sweet, or occasionally, a little snarky abou
re cute, but seriously, that
he could stare into your so
ne else think he looks fami
Austen was a private person. H
that's CHIA-ROSCURO! The legendary indie photographer who di
hantom, a genius, an artist whose black-and-white portraits had defined an era, capturing raw emotion with
caded in, a torre
I remember his work. So
Roth, that supermodel. Every
. Said he couldn't photograph anyone
an who couldn't focus a lens to save his life. Chiaroscu
picture of a man I didn't know. A man con
entirely because of her. Said
her career. Helped her get t
eart. All the jokes about his incompetence, all the times he' d refused to photograph my crucial
s and light, her eyes burning with an almost religious fervor. The photo credit had been "Chiaroscuro."
"artist." Old forum posts dissecting Chiaroscuro's last exhibitions, each piece a testament to his adoration for Isolde. One picture in
elic he couldn't quite bring himself to throw away. He'd even cried once, late at night, holding that very photo, mumbling about "lost chances." I'd foolishly
ning his career. H
lentless, and now th
ey. She ha
a legend and he won't even
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king at the man in the viral photo, his intense gaze, his artist's hands. Was this really my husband? The
a single pearl earring glinting. It was eerily similar to the outfit I'd worn last week for a test shoot, an outfit Austen h
to the living room. "Hey, love, what's wrong? You look like you've
my voice was a shaky whisper. "Will you photograph me for
My shots are always terrible. You need a pro for that." His gaze was
d. Isolde Roth. Her name fla
atched his phone from the coffee table. "Excuse me for a second,
low, laced with a concern I hadn't heard directed at me in weeks. "What? New York? A sh
olute. "Hailey, I... I have to go. Isolde needs me. H
ow. Our anniversary. An
sary, Austen," I managed
sion in his eyes. "This is important, Hailey. She's in a bind. You und
sary breakfast I'd meticulously prepared growing cold, my phone ra
old camera got damaged, and Isolde... she needs a specific lens. You have that professional
ago, a generous anniversary gift. "Austen, it's a $15,
eds it." His voice was flat, devoid of any warmth. "And honestly, you're not even u
rned, a different kind of sickness now. This wasn't just about a camera. This was ab
hed. "Austen," I said, my voice dangerous
tched into an eternity. Then, a sigh. "Hailey,
kitchen. My hand dropped, the phone clattering against the cold marble. My vision blurred, n
as late. Two weeks late. I had a doctor's appointment this afterno
the cold anniversary breakfast, then at my phone, where
single white rose Austen had given me this morning, a last-minute gesture
t, and typed a number I' d saved weeks ago, a number for a clinic I'd researched discreetly. My fingers trembled, b