UNFORGIVEN SINS

I am busy cleaning the house when suddenly a doorbell rang at our gate.

"Cinyla, open it first, maybe my guest is already there," said mama from the kitchen, while I am in the living room sweeping.

"Yes mommy," I replied.

I finished sweeping first because it was so close and put it aside. Because it's still morning but mama has a visitor right away. I don't know who is that, maybe our near relatives.

Shit!

"Good morning milady," a handsome man in front of me said sweetly. His skin is white and his height is tall. He has a dimple on both sides of his cheek so when he smiles, every woman will fall in him.

But all of that is just a weird imagination. Stop thinking, Cinyla.

"Good morning too. Who are they? I said with a smile.

Maybe he just got lost in our village but my mom said he is a guest here, or maybe he is literally our relative or my mom's friend of mine.

"Oh, there you are, BenChua.Just come inside, I have already cooked our lunch. Join us!" mama said happily.

"Cinyla, join him in the kitchen." She commanded so I stopped thinking of anything and focus on the things that I need.

"Yes mom," I said as I accompanied BenChua in our kitchen area. But while we are walking I was thinking about his name.

Liked really? I found it so suspicious about his name, imagine in one name there are two. His name is BenChua and I can say that his parents' brains are really fat. I almost laughed at what I thought.

I don't know if I'm assuming or deliberately true? He also thinks straight. I hope I'm wrong because his looks are annoying.

"Are you okay? I'm sorry? You can ask me if you want," he said seriously.

I first looked at him for about 10 seconds not because I was overwhelm or anything. But because I thought carefully about whether I should respond to his question correctly or rather I should just despise him.

But in the end, I just really got the answer. "Yeah, I'm okay! Don't worry, BenChua."

He smiled until we reached the kitchen. I sat it down and took care of it. Hays! Why am I taking care of him? It must be Mark, my boyfriend. Honestly, at this point, mama knew nothing of our relationship. Mark has been my boyfriend for almost 2 years. Before I graduated high school I had already awarded him my sweet yes.

He is worth it to be loved because Mark is really faithful to me but I can't say yet because his mom is my mom's best friend. Besides that there are enemies, Mark and I are the ones who are stuck or will be experienced the trouble. We both know about this, but how long will it be like this?

"Cinylaaaaa!" mama shouted.

It turns out that the water in BenChua's glass is spilling. I didn't even notice what I was thinking about Mark. Ugh! My fault because my mind is totally thinking about anything, again and again.

"Sorry BenChua." I hurriedly wiped him.

"It's okay don't think too much of me," he said proudly.

I almost hit him with the way he looked. He didn't know that I had a boyfriend. Besides, I have no intention of hitting him. I'm loyal, duh! He can't seduce me. Whatever!