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Bleu's POV:

I was trembling holding a pregnancy test inside the CR.

I've been feeling weird and unwell, I just don't feel good at all for almost a month now, I'm not stupid to not notice that the symptoms I've been experiencing point out to one serious thing, pregnancy.

I bought two pregnancy tests just in case and took it inside the CR of my room and guess what? It has the same results.

"I'm dead, I'm fcking dead when they find out Mama.", was my primary reaction when I saw the results of the second pregnancy test.

Sht. I'm really dead. I don't even remember what happened that night!

I came out of the CR carrying the two pregnancy tests and hid them in my drawer with a lock. I sat on the bed.

It's the third day of the second semester of me as a 4th year University student and then this is what will happen when I graduate, I have no one to blame, it's my fault.

I bit my lower lip while thinking about what to do when I thought of what Dad told me before.

"By the time you get pregnant with your nonsense? You're going to stop taking classes and I'll take you back to the province to your Grandma to learn your lesson!"

I don't want it in the province! There is no signal anymore, I am still being made a servant.

What should I do?

I need to keep this as a secret until I can think of the right thing to do in my current situation, like who can help me other than myself? It's hopeless to ask for help from the father of the one I got pregnant with when he was a total stranger, I don't know where he is now, what his name is, his number or whatever!

When I woke up next to him naked in the same bed, I just knew something happened to us, I left immediately while he was still sleeping!

"Bleu?"

Suddenly the door of my room opened and I jumped in shock, Mama.

"Why are you so surprised?", he asked in surprise and entered my room.

"Mom, knock first.", I almost fainted from excitement when she suddenly entered.

"Well, what time is it? You don't have any plans to come in, do you?"

"Mom, I'm old, I know I'm doing it. I'm going to take a bath.", I said together, I really don't feel like going to school right now, that's why I haven't been going to school for two days ever since class started, because right? ? There are probably no professors coming in right away if the semester has just started, and my friends aren't telling me anything either.

"Hurry up there! You're moving slowly!"

"Yes, it's out."

I didn't talk to Mama anymore and she came out of my room again, she said I was slow, well I'll be even slower especially now that I have to be careful now that I'm carrying something.

My biggest problem right now is how to tell Mom and Dad.

I'll be graduating in a few months, maybe they won't notice my stomach, right? I can just wear oversized shirts.

That's right. I need to secure my graduation first, I'll just tell them 'when I graduate, until then I have to be careful.

After I took a shower, I fixed myself, I mean, I don't want to look old and stressed, my future child might get disfigured.

Even though I don't usually have breakfast before going in, I ate because I'm not just feeding myself, I'm feeding the child inside me too.

After I arrived at my University, La Sobremesa University or LSU for short, I was late for the first subject but I was just taking my time while I was looking for the classroom for my first subject.

When I found the classroom I was surprised, this is weird... Usually during the 1st week of the new semester there aren't many students coming in but am I seeing this right?

I looked at the other classrooms and it was very different from the classroom of my 1st subject, the full of students in the other classroom is what I expected but the classroom of my 1st subject was full of students as if they were all present and I'm the only one missing.

I was wondering when I went inside and everyone looked at me, how could they look at me like that?

My eyes caught my friends and it was as if they were panicking and made me come closer to them, even though I didn't understand what they were doing, I approached my friends and suddenly everyone started whispering.

As it is;

"Did he just come in now?"

"He was one of those who didn't come in on the 1st day and then the only one who didn't come in on the 2nd day."

"Bleu is really different hahaha "

"No one must have informed him."

"She's in trouble, dude."

What are they saying?

There was a seat that my friends had saved for me and I sat there.

"Isn't class starting yet? I thought I was late," I said when I sat down.

"You're crazy, Bleu! Why don't you check your messenger messages?", said Tricia, one of my friends.

"You know I only open messenger once, why?", what's going on? I'm confused.

You know I only open messenger once, why?", what's going on? I'm confused.

"The class started a while ago, gaga, you're really late, our Professor just went out for a while."

I sighed in relief.

"It's good hahaha"

"What's good? Don't you know that Mrs. Rodriguez is pregnant and someone has replaced her new professor in her subject?", said Samantha.

"Oh done?", what's the big deal about that?

"That's why we've been trying to reach you. The one who replaced Mrs. Rodriguez is hella strict, so those who didn't come in on the 1st day came right away on the 2nd day and guess what? You're the only one who didn't come in on the 2nd day! You're dead, just like those who didn't enter on the 1st day as in they were really targeted with oral recitations and difficult exams even though the semester had just started."

I frowned.

What's that? What is the professor's trip? Why is he being so hard on the students?

"Who replaced Mrs. Rodriguez?", I asked.

"He's a new professor at our University. He's known for being really cold and strict at his previous school, he doesn't feel sorry for the students below him, 'if you fail, you really fail.", Tricia.

I immediately swallowed. The heck? What about me? I didn't go in for two days, !

"Where is he now?", I asked.

Suddenly everyone was quiet and Samantha and Tricia looked outside at the same time so I looked there too.

I can see a silhouette of a man outside the window entering our classroom, I just follow it with my eyes until he gets inside...

"That's him. Professor Zane Tobias Arden"

When he entered, he immediately looked around the classroom and stopped at me, I stared at his face...

Wait... Why does he look so familiar?

We stared at each other, just a few seconds suddenly something flash backed in my memory...

—

"Hey are you alone?"

"And what if I am?"

"I've been staring at you for a long time now and you're just exactly my type, can I get your number?"

"You look young, how old are you?"

"A-me? Hahah I'm just a baby face, I'm 24 years old"

"Really? You look like around 19 to 20"

—

I gasped.

I gasped too loud that everyone looked at me, I covered my mouth.

No way. No fucking way...

It's him!

"Are you perhaps the student who is absent for 2 consecutive days in my class? Ms. Williamson?", he asked me with a very serious tone.

I'm not mistaken, it's really him.

The father of my child.

—

"Gay, you almost passed out in the pale?", Eric a.k.a Ericka, my gay friend, told me with a laugh.

"You're stupid, are you going to ask me a lot of questions about what I learned last semester, my brain is already rusty."

That's a badass professor, my feet and thighs hurt a while ago because he didn't make me sit down until he finished everything he asked me about the subject of Ms. Rodriguez last semester.

Based on his demeanor, it's like he doesn't know or remember me. Well, it's not impossible since there were only dim lights in the club then, and that night I really made myself look like a 24 year old when in fact I just turned 20 years old, we were also so drunk when something happened to us .

Of course, I will remember him because I was the first one to wake up in the morning, that's why I escaped right away while he was still sleeping.

Of course, I will remember him because I was the first one to wake up in the morning, that's why I escaped right away while he was still sleeping.

I'm confused now with what's happening, I don't know what to do now that the father I was carrying suddenly appeared. Should I tell him?

What if he doesn't want to accept? What if he just tells me that I'm lying? Especially since he can't even recognize me, he can't even remember me? Should I hide my pregnancy from him?

No, what do I care about his reaction? It's his son that I'm bringing so he has the right to know! Whether he accepts what I'm carrying or not, I don't care, I can raise the child I'm carrying.

"Ui? Where are you going?", Tricia asked me when I stood up suddenly and took my shoulder bag.

"I can't accept that that man humiliated me in front of many students just because I didn't go to his class for two days!", when I reasoned that I had an alibi for going to that man

"Oh then what are you going to do?", asked Samantha.

"Just. I'll go ahead of you."

"Hey gay! Get ready? Maybe he won't talk to you about his subject tomorrow! I know that's a shame but don't flirt hahahaha", shouted Ericka.

I didn't answer and walked out of the classroom.

I asked some students if they know where she is now and they told me she is in the office now inside the library that Mrs. Rodriguez was the guard then.

Our library is big, in the corner there is a door that leads to Mrs.'s office. Rodriguez, why don't I miss him being there since he replaced Mrs. Rodriguez?

When I got to the library there weren't that many students there, I went straight to the office where he was now, I knocked.