Title: Prologue
"Say 'fuck you,' kiddo."
"Fuc—"
"What kind of nonsense are you teaching my child!" I interrupted just as my child was about to speak.
I was only halfway up the stairs when I heard the shameless things this man was teaching my child. He's just like his older brother, who left me high and dry while I was three weeks pregnant.
"So that when he meets my brother, he'll already be an expert!" He laughed and tickled my child's stomach.
I didn't know how he found out I was pregnant and that his brother was the father. Zon was three years old when he suddenly appeared, threatening to tell his brother if I didn't allow him near his nephew.
"Just leave, Laki!" I was just short of throwing my slipper at this grinning demon.
"You're bad, Tito Laki. You made my Momma angry." My five-year-old acted out, crossing his little arms over his chest. He's turning six soon.
"Do you want your daddy, kiddo? I can bring him here—"
"Really?" He seemed to have fooled my child again.
"Laki?" I caught Laki's attention, so he turned to me. "Would you like a double slap?"
He quickly raised both his hands as if surrendering, but he still wore a smirk.
I remembered what happened back then. I was just sixteen years old when Zon's father left me.
I held my belly while crying in front of the father of the child I was carrying.
"Who is she, Laz?" the beautiful woman asked gently.
"Get in my car, baby," Laz told his companion. He turned to me and glared. "What are you still looking at? Leave!"
I didn't leave. I stayed and continued to cry in front of him.
"Laz? Why is she crying? Tell me," her voice was so gentle, like an angel.
"Get in my car, now, Sammantha," Laz cooed sweetly to the woman.
His treatment of the woman made my chest ache even more.
"L-Lazarus, please..." I begged until I found myself kneeling in front of him.
This hurt so much. It was a pain that felt unbearable. I didn't love him, but I didn't want my baby to grow up without a father.
I was doing this for the child's well-being, not for my own desires.
I watched as he roughly tugged at his own hair before I bent down and touched the floor.
He knelt too, and he roughly grabbed my hair to force our gazes to meet.
He looked at me harshly.
"I don't want to see your face. From now on, don't let me fucking push you away."
His words only made me cry more. He let go of my hair with force and stood up.
He wrapped his strong, muscular arms around Sammantha's waist.
"Wait, Laz—"
"Get in, okay?" Lazarus cut off whatever Sammantha was going to say and kissed her forehead.
Sammantha had no choice but to get into the front seat of Lazarus' car.
Lazarus turned and opened the driver's seat. He was about to get in when I stood up and spoke.
"Y-You're so selfish, but thank you. Thank you for giving me this little blessing. I hope you sleep soundly every night, Lazarus."
He entered the car and drove off quickly.
I watched his car move away until I felt the rain start to fall.
I caressed my belly. It's not that big. I'm three weeks pregnant and now I'm trying to convince my baby's father to help me.
But he didn't.
He left me pregnant.
"Y-Your daddy left us, baby..."