If one day, the love that you always adore suddenly bursts like a bubble, will you still believe in love? Would you still want to get married after that?
Yes. If that person deserves it.
Life is not only pain. Life has both alternating black and pink patches. There are times when the black covering makes you suffocate, miserable, and lost. But if you can overcome those dark colors, you will go to the pink world where you have always dreamed about. That place is full of gentle light and love for you.
"You are a very resilient girl, and your love is as strong as who you are."
Meeting Yu Yan when Hei was still in college, Hei told him like this:
"I will get married if that person deserves. There is no need for me to bury myself under the pain of lost love. No matter how deep love is, if I'm betrayed, I'll quit immediately. I believe that time will heal all wounds. And I think that I will meet the other person who eased all of my pain. If that person makes me feel like I can be relied on, I will marry him."
At that time, Hei was 20 years old. She was still experiencing a passionate love in her youth.
Hei was just an ordinary student majoring in publishing. And the man sitting next to her on this bench exuded maturity.
Hei was sad and sat alone on a bench in the park her boyfriend broke an appointment. Coincidentally, that guy came from nowhere and sat down next to her.
Her first impression of him was that he was a handsome and polite man. While she was crying, he gave her a tissue and patiently sat down to listen to her lament.
She said she was very upset because she got stood up. That was not the first time she got stood up.
Yan just smiled softly and asked her:
"Neither do you ask him why nor be mad at him?"
She sighed.
"Yes, because I appreciate this love. I think maybe he also has an unexpected business, that's the reason why. I really hope that our upcoming wedding will be happy without any anger because it will affect the mood a lot."
He looked at her in surprise, then looked at her immature appearance. He said:
"Are you going to get married? You're very young! I guess you're only eighteen or twenty, right?"
Hei smiled comfortably.
"That's right, I'm twenty years old, in my third year of college."
Yu Yan looked at her smile and couldn't help but groan. At twenty years old, the most beautiful age of a girl's youth, that girl chose to marry.
He smiled and then looked at her eyes. He said sincerely:
"Then wishing happiness for you!"
Hei observed the smile that did not reach the bottom of his eyes.
His eyes contained an unnamed sadness. Although it was not deep sadness, they made people who look at them feel sad. Hei did not answer him, but she unconsciously asked him:
"Have you just been… lovelorn?"
Forgiving Hei for the rude question, but she felt a little curious about him.
However, Yan wasn't angry. On the contrary, he smiled:
"How can I say? I seem… about to be lovelorn."