Five years ago, I drove away from Boston, vowing never to look back at the city that had shattered my world.
I had meticulously rebuilt my life in Portland, nurturing a freelance design business, a loving marriage with my supportive husband, David, and a joyful life with our son, Leo.
But a mandatory design conference now pulled me back, forcing me to confront the ghosts of a past I had believed were long buried.
The first ghost appeared in the form of Jessica Bellwether, a former sorority sister, whose familiar laugh cut through the convention center's buzz.
She approached me with that same pitying smile, mentioning "him."
"He still talks about you," she whispered conspiratorially, her words a deliberate jab.
"If you just admitted your mistake, he' d take you back."
Mistake? That singular word plunged me back into the nightmare of my own rehearsal dinner.
I was there, in a beautiful white dress, standing before two hundred of Boston' s elite, when Ethan Hayes, my fiancé, produced a sheaf of printed messages.