Gifted Shadows

in my life I had been preparing for this day , the day that I would be married off to some one I don't love , to some one that will use me as a tool of power .

I couldn't get my head right for once . I knew that it will painful and had never hoped for something like that and now my parents are giving me out in marriage to a stranger, oh no . what a day. 

my parents had never cared about my feeling the will always try to let me know that prince and princess come first in kingdom before desire.

but that was for the prince and not for a princess . if a King or a prince marry for alliance and didn't like his wife , he could marry another . but for a princess , the story was different all she have to do is to satisfy the prince and if he is not okay with her, he could go and meet one of his mistress. although a prince is allowed to marry more wife and have mistress. 

without thinking much , I closed my diary with a loud deep breath. 

"how does it feels during the night of consumption" I asked

    " my princess you don't have to be worried about that " Clare said and this time a little bit serious 

   " yes your highness this is something that every female must face as a wife to someone " Sonia added 

  without hesitation I glared at the mirror in order to see the shape of my hair . 

   the maiden we're taking much time to get the beauty in me. warring a golden gown with white stripes then golden hairpin in my head  made me more beautiful.  

  looking exhausted I dismissed my maid and  decided to be alone. by doing so , I decided to open the curtain of the window . it has been a while and I had been waiting for this unknown groom to come and accept my family blessings before departing to a new world. 

" Sophia? "